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This is the story of Jillian.
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It's also the story of Johnny,
and it's the story of Jack.
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Jack was what his best friend
Johnny would call a cynic.
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Jack would say he was a realist
as all cynics are known to do.
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Unlike Johnny,
he didn't believe
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in one bright, shining love.
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He bounced from casual affair
to casual affair,
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mostly untouched,
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exactly as he liked it.
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Though they'd met in the same
writing programme
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at university,
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Jack had given up his dreams
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of writing
the great British novel.
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He lacked Johnny's
romanticising of the struggle.
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Jack also realised
he liked nice things.
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He'd gone back to school
and was now
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a comfortably
successful independent lawyer.
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Johnny was an aspiring writer.
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When one of his short stories
was printed
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in a prestigious magazine,
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multiple publishers became
interested in his first novel,
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and so he'd started writing it.
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In the meantime,
he paid the bills
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by working
at an independent bookshop.
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Struggling didn't bother him,
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because he knew
he'd found his calling,
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and he knew his book
was going to be great.
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A serial monogamist
with a flair for the romantic.
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He moved from infatuations
to devastating break-ups
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when he realised that
each woman wasn't "the one."
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This is so dumb.
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And Johnny could not
stop for anyone
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but "the one,"
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For what was the point of life,
if not deep, true love?
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I know. I know.
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I'm not coming.
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Do we have to do this
every time you break up?
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- I drove all the way here.
- He drove here.
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- You live seven minutes away.
- It's been two weeks.
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Stop being a dick.
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Put Bill the dog inside,
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get in the car.
We're doing the thing.
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I'm not doing the thing.
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- We're doing the thing, Johnny.
- I don't wanna--
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We're doing the thing.
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For fuck's sake.
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So, did you know
she wasn't the one?
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I don't answer
those kinds of questions.
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Hey, mate.
Hey, guys.
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You all right, mate?
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What the fuck's his name?
Do you know him?
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I have no idea,
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so I just call him mate
every time I see him.
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Listen, to quote
your mate Tolstoy,
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"Relax and have
a fucking drink, mate."
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- Think that was Dickens.
- Exactly. Hamlet.
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It's a good book.
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- How is the book coming?
- Oh, you know,
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breakups are amazing motivators.
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Finish that thing, mate.
Get it out there.
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- Hi, Veronica.
- Hi, Jack. Johnny.
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How's your boy?
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Oh, he's an arsehole,
and we're done.
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You've got to get
better taste in men.
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Yeah, that's why
I'm staying away from you.
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Ah... Actually, this guy,
this guy is the perfect rebound.
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What are you doing, Johnny?
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- I'm doing the thing.
- Don't encourage him.
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But you're seeing someone,
aren't you?
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Oh, I liked her.
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- We're not talking about that.
- Oh, shut up, Jack.
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How long were you together?
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- Five months.
- What happened?
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Er, you know,
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I just wasn't feeling
the feelings
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I was supposed to be feeling,
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so I didn't wanna
waste her time.
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- I'm sorry, honey.
- What are you gonna do?
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These things don't work out.
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Long run, doesn't really matter,
does it?
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We all know
you're defective, Jack.
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What?
- Actually, the long run
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is kind of the only thing
that matters,
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'cause in the end, it's you
and your love, and I just...
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- I just don't wanna settle.
- I'm with you, Johnny.
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Bye, boys.
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Hi, girls.
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Hi.
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That one on the left
likes you.
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Too soon.
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Making an observation, mate,
not a suggestion.
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- She's your type, too.
- I've got a type?
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Yeah, girls who like you.
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Fuck, is that true?
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Yeah.
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That's depressing.
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- I'm gonna shoot off, mate.
- What? What?
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- I'm gonna shoot off.
- No, you're not.
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Diana's waiting for us.
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Do you think I'm a bad person?
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No.
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You're just a malcontent.
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Ah, I love it when you use
book club words on me.
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- You quit book club.
- Book club quit me, Diana.
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Maybe I'll never find
the right person.
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Or maybe Brooke
was the right person.
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You said she didn't care
about the writing at all.
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And I'm not a malcontent.
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It's your nature.
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Or maybe even if I found
the perfect girl,
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maybe I'd decide
she isn't perfect.
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Maybe I'm just incapable
of being content.
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Yeah, I think
that's what malcontent means.
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See, this is why we're close.
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I pity the women
that fall for you.
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Ah, well, at least
I'm a good friend.
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The best.
- I'll take it.
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Well, not that. I mean,
you know, everywhere else...
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Oh, okay. Sorry.
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What do you want?
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Er, come home with me.
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What? Why not?
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I don't date malcontents.
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You dated a heroin addict
for two years.
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He was tortured.
There's a difference.
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I'm tortured.
What is the difference?
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It's a matter of tone.
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Malcontents need to talk more.
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They change their mind
for any reason.
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And they drink red wine in bars.
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Gimme a whisky.
- No.
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- You're cut off.
- What? Why?
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You only try to sleep with me
when you're hammered.
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- I love you.
- I don't sleep with friends.
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You slept with Jack.
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And then we became friends.
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Can we change the subject, please?
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Thanks for
dragging me out, mate.
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Yeah. If you don't have friends,
what do you got?
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Yeah, true.
I may never find love,
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but with friends like you
and Diana...
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Jesus. Shut the fuck up.
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What,
am I making you emotional?
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Is it too emotional for you?
Hey!
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Is it too emotional for you?
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Oi, oi. Get off.
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Jillian was a wanderer.
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She'd left Michigan
to go on a backpacking trip
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through Thailand
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and had never looked back.
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She was determined to see
as much of the world
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as she could
before she turned 40.
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She travelled
until she ran out of money,
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then found a job,
usually in hospitality,
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until she saved enough
for the next adventure.
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She went from place to place,
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job to job,
relationship to relationship,
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letting the wind take her
where it would.
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Okay, thank you so much.
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- Hi, Jack.
- Hi, Sharoni.
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Could I get a bag of the...
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Medley Mix, please?
Hm.
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It's the wrong choice.
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Medley Mix it is.
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- And my usual.
- Thank you.
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- What did you order, then?
- Er...
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type-2 diabetes, apparently.
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Seriously, though,
do you have diabetes?
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My father actually died
from complications
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stemming from type-2.
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Quite sad.
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I'm gonna stop
fucking with you now,
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'cause of the look on your face.
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Oh my God.
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Fuck.
- It was a risky one,
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but you started it.
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And now, you have my attention.
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Well, that's what we really want
in the end, isn't it?
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A bit of attention.
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Iced oat milk
hazelnut latte.
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I know. I don't seem like
the type, do I?
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Hazelnut.
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Tell me about it.
The things I've wrecked
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by breaking out the hazelnut
too early.
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Yeah. Way too early. See ya.
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Jillian had arrived
in London three months ago
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for a position in events
at a boutique Shoreditch hotel.
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Since she didn't know
what she really wanted to do,
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she did this in the meantime.
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Okay, party
for the premiere is confirmed.
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- About time you got here.
- I'm five early.
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Thank you.
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This stuff really is disgusting.
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You asked for it.
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I have gut issues.
It's helping my second brain.
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Ooh, Floral displays
have arrived.
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Meeting anyone?
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- Through the apps.
- The apps ruined gay culture.
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- Where are the leather bars?
- Mm.
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Where's the subversiveness?
That's why I became gay.
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You love Brooks Brothers.
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- Ugh, don't remind me.
- Mm-hmm.
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Okay.
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Bye, Wheels.
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Fuck.
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Bang.
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Bang.
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Good boy. Good boy.
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Moving on
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So I just see this
on my own
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Just let me go
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I got out of it
to reach for more
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Moving on
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All right, Tim.
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There's a package here for him.
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It says for the shop.
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Probably books.
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What do you think
we should do with it?
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Thought you might wanna open it.
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Maybe put them on the shelves.
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I'll do it when I hit a wall.
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That eucalyptus essential oil
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you've got in your steam shower
is fucking incredible, mate.
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This is why I don't give
people keys. They end up here.
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By the way,
I never believed you.
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About what?
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I got you a green juice
It's in the fridge.
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About finding
your perfect match.
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I don't drink
green juice, Johnny.
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It's good for you.
You need to be healthier.
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- You smoke.
- Yeah.
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Do as I say, not as I do.
Wait, hang on a minute.
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You... you found
your perfect match?
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Mm-mmm.
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Yours.
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That's great. That's great.
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Except I would never trust you
to pick the right girl for me.
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Artsy, quirky, cool.
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Yeah. Why don't you want her?
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- Artsy, quirky, cool.
- All right.
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Who is she? Set me up.
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You know what?
I don't know her name.
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I didn't get her number.
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So, how does that help?
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Just giving you some hope.
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There's another situation
out there
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to make you miserable.
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Mate, I give up. You are never
gonna get a girlfriend.
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Don't be optimistic, mate,
at least not till I'm 40.
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That's when you give up,
settle down.
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I'm meeting Brooke for lunch.
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Whoa, talk about burying
the lead. Why?
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It's been two months.
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Let me rephrase. Why?
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- Because--
- For the record,
256
00:11:58,593 --> 00:12:00,595
I'm against this, and...
257
00:12:01,555 --> 00:12:02,722
you have to go.
258
00:12:03,432 --> 00:12:05,641
- Now?
- Yes, right now.
259
00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:06,725
Got a meeting.
260
00:12:10,439 --> 00:12:13,065
She wants my honey honey...
261
00:12:13,066 --> 00:12:15,609
Ah. Fuck. Hi, Johnny.
262
00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:17,112
Hi, Veronica.
263
00:12:19,114 --> 00:12:23,826
Women liked Jack,
because he was light.
264
00:12:23,827 --> 00:12:27,163
He was who he was,
and he made no bones about it.
265
00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:30,333
He had a method to keep things
from getting complicated.
266
00:12:31,293 --> 00:12:33,711
No more than once a week.
Be the fun guy.
267
00:12:33,712 --> 00:12:35,087
I think
you're the sexiest woman--
268
00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:37,423
Oh my goodness, Jack.
269
00:12:37,424 --> 00:12:39,217
Not the guy
she can take seriously.
270
00:12:40,218 --> 00:12:41,303
Nobody gets hurt.
271
00:12:43,221 --> 00:12:45,014
Bye, Jack.
272
00:12:45,015 --> 00:12:46,682
When Brooke called,
273
00:12:46,683 --> 00:12:48,976
at first,
Johnny was trepidatious,
274
00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:51,437
but he liked the idea that
he was the type of guy
275
00:12:51,438 --> 00:12:52,980
who could be friends
with his exes.
276
00:12:52,981 --> 00:12:54,316
All right.
277
00:12:57,527 --> 00:12:58,819
There we go.
278
00:12:58,820 --> 00:13:00,404
Oh, well, thanks
for seeing me today.
279
00:13:00,405 --> 00:13:02,531
It's all right.
It was, you know, nice.
280
00:13:02,532 --> 00:13:04,075
I'm glad that we can be friends.
281
00:13:04,659 --> 00:13:06,744
So, work's good, family's good?
282
00:13:06,745 --> 00:13:08,746
You seeing anyone?
Or is that... is that too soon?
283
00:13:08,747 --> 00:13:09,915
I'm pregnant.
284
00:13:10,540 --> 00:13:12,083
Oh, fuck.
285
00:13:14,252 --> 00:13:17,129
Okay.
286
00:13:17,130 --> 00:13:19,049
Okay.
287
00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:21,593
Okay.
288
00:13:23,261 --> 00:13:24,262
Okay.
289
00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:27,848
You know, it's not actually
your problem. It's...
290
00:13:27,849 --> 00:13:29,017
I was just gonna...
291
00:13:30,101 --> 00:13:32,062
Well, anyway, I just thought
you should know.
292
00:13:33,230 --> 00:13:34,313
Okay.
293
00:13:34,314 --> 00:13:36,399
Wait, wait.
294
00:13:37,317 --> 00:13:38,776
What?
295
00:13:38,777 --> 00:13:40,529
We're gonna talk about this.
We're gonna...
296
00:13:41,404 --> 00:13:43,447
We're gonna talk about
what the right thing to do is.
297
00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:44,574
Mm-hmm.
298
00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:47,202
Yeah.
299
00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:50,329
Let's just say the pull out
method doesn't work.
300
00:13:50,330 --> 00:13:52,206
I pull out with condoms on.
301
00:13:52,207 --> 00:13:53,750
What?
302
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,335
You've got issues, mate.
303
00:13:56,336 --> 00:13:58,255
I'm aware.
304
00:13:59,798 --> 00:14:01,090
So, what, are you guys
back on, then?
305
00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:03,551
I mean, if she decides
that we're gonna
306
00:14:03,552 --> 00:14:05,929
go forward with it,
I would assume so, yeah.
307
00:14:07,180 --> 00:14:08,722
You don't have to get back
together with someone
308
00:14:08,723 --> 00:14:10,516
because she's pregnant.
309
00:14:10,517 --> 00:14:12,977
It doesn't mean she's "the one."
It just means you had sex.
310
00:14:12,978 --> 00:14:14,104
I know.
311
00:14:14,729 --> 00:14:16,982
I know, but you know me.
It's the right thing to do.
312
00:14:21,319 --> 00:14:22,696
I always imagined
being a young dad.
313
00:14:23,822 --> 00:14:24,948
Weirdly,
314
00:14:25,740 --> 00:14:29,285
it'd be with my book
and "the one," but, er...
315
00:14:29,286 --> 00:14:30,911
You know,
316
00:14:30,912 --> 00:14:32,163
I don't know,
maybe I over-romanticised that.
317
00:14:33,582 --> 00:14:36,333
- Maybe a bit.
- Fuck off.
318
00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:38,294
I'm just kidding, mate.
319
00:14:38,295 --> 00:14:39,962
- It's gonna be fine.
- Yeah.
320
00:14:39,963 --> 00:14:41,797
I don't know
when I'm coming home, Mum.
321
00:14:41,798 --> 00:14:43,215
Just don't pressure me.
322
00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:44,342
Mm-hmm.
323
00:14:45,468 --> 00:14:47,596
Oh! Yeah, that's fine.
324
00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:50,556
I spoke with him yesterday.
325
00:14:50,557 --> 00:14:53,518
I'm... Yeah, Mum,
I'm having fun.
326
00:14:54,102 --> 00:14:55,145
Erm...
327
00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:57,104
So much fun. Mm-hmm.
328
00:14:57,105 --> 00:14:59,773
Okay. You know, the...
I really got to go.
329
00:14:59,774 --> 00:15:02,736
Yeah, this is work
on the other line. I love you.
330
00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:33,932
Oh my God
331
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:36,977
Take me back
the way that I was
332
00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:39,980
Oh my God, you know I--
333
00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:48,365
Oh my God.
334
00:15:49,407 --> 00:15:52,077
Oh my God
335
00:15:53,536 --> 00:15:55,205
Oh my God
336
00:15:55,538 --> 00:15:57,956
Take me back
the way that I was
337
00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:00,292
The way that I was
338
00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:12,347
Erm, can I just do
a medium coffee, black, please.
339
00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,100
Oh, no.
340
00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,101
I am so not up
for being made fun of
341
00:16:17,102 --> 00:16:18,978
for my hazelnut craving
342
00:16:19,854 --> 00:16:21,814
Ah. Oh, yeah. Ew.
343
00:16:21,815 --> 00:16:23,982
Just think of it as you
getting to see my soft side
344
00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,526
way early in our relationship.
345
00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:26,777
Oh, now we're in a relationship?
346
00:16:26,778 --> 00:16:27,904
God, you're aggressive.
347
00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:30,699
Fine, I'll buy you
a cup of coffee.
348
00:16:32,534 --> 00:16:35,536
I'm only saying yes only just so
you don't embarrass yourself
349
00:16:35,537 --> 00:16:36,996
in front of all these people.
350
00:16:38,915 --> 00:16:40,875
- I'm Jillian.
- Jack.
351
00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,589
- Don't you have to be at work?
- I work for myself.
352
00:16:47,590 --> 00:16:49,258
- You're an influencer.
- No.
353
00:16:49,259 --> 00:16:50,843
- Unemployed.
- No.
354
00:16:50,844 --> 00:16:52,970
- You're a drug dealer?
- Yes. Actually, yeah.
355
00:16:52,971 --> 00:16:54,179
- Mm.
- If by drugs,
356
00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:55,305
you mean legal contracts.
357
00:16:55,306 --> 00:16:56,890
- Ah, lawyer.
- Yeah.
358
00:16:56,891 --> 00:16:59,143
Wow. That's so boring.
359
00:16:59,144 --> 00:17:01,103
Jesus, you buy a girl
a cup of coffee,
360
00:17:01,104 --> 00:17:02,813
and she undercuts
your whole existence.
361
00:17:02,814 --> 00:17:04,065
Well, imagine dating her.
362
00:17:04,858 --> 00:17:06,567
Why aren't you in the office?
363
00:17:06,568 --> 00:17:08,902
Erm, the existential crisis
of having to be somewhere,
364
00:17:08,903 --> 00:17:10,529
- not worth it.
- So, you don't have an office?
365
00:17:10,530 --> 00:17:12,156
I've got a few offices.
366
00:17:12,157 --> 00:17:13,490
There's a startup I rep.
367
00:17:13,491 --> 00:17:15,951
I have to go in twice a week
so I'm seen.
368
00:17:15,952 --> 00:17:18,245
Then, the law firm I work for,
really just for the cred.
369
00:17:18,246 --> 00:17:20,914
Er, then of course, Soho House,
370
00:17:20,915 --> 00:17:22,751
and the one you're sitting in
right now.
371
00:17:23,418 --> 00:17:25,794
- Why aren't you at work?
- It's Monday.
372
00:17:25,795 --> 00:17:27,546
- Influencer.
- Drug dealer.
373
00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:28,630
Do drug dealers get Mondays off?
374
00:17:28,631 --> 00:17:30,048
Mm, Sundays and Mondays.
375
00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:32,217
- Wow, good gig.
- I know.
376
00:17:32,218 --> 00:17:37,055
No, I work in hospitality
at a... this hotel.
377
00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:38,265
It's a job.
378
00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:39,808
Well, at least you don't
379
00:17:39,809 --> 00:17:41,394
post professionally
on social media.
380
00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:43,897
Actually, having a career
is wildly attractive.
381
00:17:44,898 --> 00:17:47,107
I do believe you just gave me
a compliment
382
00:17:47,108 --> 00:17:48,525
while also being
incredibly condescending.
383
00:17:48,526 --> 00:17:50,027
I would never give you
a compliment,
384
00:17:50,028 --> 00:17:51,237
not with that attitude.
385
00:17:52,197 --> 00:17:54,741
- You're kind of annoying.
- I'm a lawyer.
386
00:17:55,617 --> 00:17:57,285
What do you...
what do you care about, Jack?
387
00:17:58,244 --> 00:17:59,411
What?
388
00:17:59,412 --> 00:18:00,704
You just,
you have a quick response
389
00:18:00,705 --> 00:18:01,831
to everything, but I...
390
00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,793
I have no idea what's behind it.
391
00:18:06,836 --> 00:18:08,713
What do you want
out of your life?
392
00:18:17,013 --> 00:18:18,848
I'd like to get your number.
393
00:18:21,976 --> 00:18:23,478
- See you later.
- Bye.
394
00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:29,776
Hey! Jack!
395
00:18:30,485 --> 00:18:33,071
- Yeah.
- You wanna go for a walk?
396
00:18:33,822 --> 00:18:35,907
- What, right now?
- Yeah.
397
00:18:36,658 --> 00:18:39,661
- We just hung out.
- Let's hang out again.
398
00:18:42,622 --> 00:18:44,164
I'm feeling quite good,
actually, about my performance
399
00:18:44,165 --> 00:18:45,625
on the initial hang.
400
00:18:46,251 --> 00:18:47,669
Oh, Jesus Christ.
401
00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,838
I like Olivia
for a girl.
402
00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:52,256
- We're not doing Olivia.
- Why not?
403
00:18:52,257 --> 00:18:53,966
I'm sorry.
We're not doing Olivia.
404
00:18:53,967 --> 00:18:55,260
Olivia's the most common name
for a girl in England.
405
00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:56,927
Have you been Googling it?
406
00:18:56,928 --> 00:18:58,178
Listen, we might have been
blindsided,
407
00:18:58,179 --> 00:18:59,513
but I did my catching up
pretty quickly.
408
00:18:59,514 --> 00:19:00,973
And, yeah,
Olivia's not happening.
409
00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:03,433
But, listen to this.
410
00:19:03,434 --> 00:19:04,561
For a boy,
411
00:19:06,062 --> 00:19:08,606
Brucewayne. One word.
412
00:19:09,858 --> 00:19:12,150
- Yeah?
- Creative. Nice. Yeah.
413
00:19:12,151 --> 00:19:14,111
Cool. Glad we're
on the same page.
414
00:19:14,112 --> 00:19:15,946
We're not naming our son
after Batman.
415
00:19:21,119 --> 00:19:22,911
If we're even having a kid.
416
00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:25,497
Well, I... I know where I think
you're at with all this,
417
00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:27,166
but I don't wanna make
assumptions, so...
418
00:19:28,376 --> 00:19:29,544
where are you at?
419
00:19:32,755 --> 00:19:34,048
Where do you think I'm at?
420
00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:38,844
Well, I think,
and I might be wrong,
421
00:19:38,845 --> 00:19:40,722
but it feels like to me
you wanna...
422
00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:43,016
you wanna have this baby.
423
00:19:44,058 --> 00:19:46,477
If that's true,
then I'm... I'm with you 100%.
424
00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,396
And, erm...
425
00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:52,025
maybe we shouldn't have split up
in the first place.
426
00:19:54,569 --> 00:19:55,862
I mean...
427
00:19:58,156 --> 00:19:59,531
I kinda feel like
if we split up before
428
00:19:59,532 --> 00:20:01,367
it was probably for a reason,
you know.
429
00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:04,995
Is that okay?
430
00:20:04,996 --> 00:20:06,915
Yeah, completely.
431
00:20:07,415 --> 00:20:09,041
Are we doing the right thing?
432
00:20:09,042 --> 00:20:11,419
Yeah, I thought... so.
433
00:20:13,087 --> 00:20:15,005
Wait, listen, I support
whatever decision you make.
434
00:20:15,006 --> 00:20:16,925
Okay. But are you
okay with this?
435
00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:22,221
Listen.
436
00:20:23,681 --> 00:20:27,560
We're gonna co-parent
the shit out of this kid, okay?
437
00:20:29,062 --> 00:20:30,604
Did you always
wanna be a lawyer?
438
00:20:30,605 --> 00:20:32,981
No, I really wanted
to be a writer.
439
00:20:32,982 --> 00:20:34,484
Couldn't get it going.
440
00:20:36,319 --> 00:20:38,362
Ever think about
picking it back up?
441
00:20:38,363 --> 00:20:40,113
- Not really.
- Hmm.
442
00:20:40,114 --> 00:20:41,950
No, when I make a decision,
I burn the boats.
443
00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:46,204
When Cortez landed in Mexico
in the 1600s,
444
00:20:46,913 --> 00:20:49,373
he only had 600 soldiers
against the entire might
445
00:20:49,374 --> 00:20:50,624
of the Aztec nation.
446
00:20:50,625 --> 00:20:52,209
He knew to win,
447
00:20:52,210 --> 00:20:54,836
he needed absolute commitment
from his men,
448
00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:56,546
so he burnt the boats.
449
00:20:56,547 --> 00:20:59,050
- So there was no going back.
- Right.
450
00:21:00,009 --> 00:21:01,802
So, I deleted
every scrap of writing
451
00:21:01,803 --> 00:21:03,553
I'd ever done, every idea,
452
00:21:03,554 --> 00:21:05,389
threw myself
into the next endeavour.
453
00:21:05,390 --> 00:21:06,516
No going back.
454
00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:09,101
I'm like that, too.
455
00:21:09,102 --> 00:21:10,228
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
456
00:21:10,770 --> 00:21:12,063
Yeah, I think I'm, er,
457
00:21:12,647 --> 00:21:14,856
I think I'm happiest in motion.
458
00:21:14,857 --> 00:21:17,192
So, when some place
doesn't have enough gravity
459
00:21:17,193 --> 00:21:20,195
to hold me in place,
I'm onto the next adventure.
460
00:21:20,196 --> 00:21:21,489
Good swimmers go forward.
461
00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,161
Okay.
462
00:21:28,037 --> 00:21:29,287
So...
463
00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:31,124
when was your last girlfriend?
464
00:21:32,041 --> 00:21:33,333
All right. Like the last
actual girlfriend,
465
00:21:33,334 --> 00:21:34,668
or the last girl I was seeing?
466
00:21:34,669 --> 00:21:36,795
Either. Both.
467
00:21:38,464 --> 00:21:39,756
Seeing this one girl
for a hot second
468
00:21:39,757 --> 00:21:41,675
- a few months ago.
- Mm-hmm.
469
00:21:41,676 --> 00:21:44,554
But the last actual girlfriend,
four years, maybe.
470
00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:47,556
Long time.
Something wrong with you?
471
00:21:47,557 --> 00:21:49,350
Not clinically diagnosed, no.
472
00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:51,894
Just hadn't met the person who
made me want to make it work.
473
00:21:52,687 --> 00:21:53,730
Hadn't.
474
00:21:54,272 --> 00:21:55,314
And have you now?
475
00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:57,108
No.
476
00:21:58,609 --> 00:22:01,070
The plan is to wait until 40
before even thinking about that.
477
00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:03,655
I think plans are stupid.
478
00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:06,951
Stop, I want you to stop
479
00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:12,290
Stop breaking my heart
480
00:22:14,208 --> 00:22:17,045
Stop, want you to stop
481
00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:21,882
Stop breaking my heart
482
00:22:21,883 --> 00:22:23,967
Jillian surprised
herself in that moment,
483
00:22:23,968 --> 00:22:26,094
although Jack
would never know it.
484
00:22:26,095 --> 00:22:28,765
More in how she felt
than what she did.
485
00:22:29,849 --> 00:22:31,475
And for Jack,
486
00:22:31,476 --> 00:22:33,226
this was a girl
who could do a number on him.
487
00:22:33,227 --> 00:22:35,480
And there hadn't been
one of those in a while.
488
00:22:44,197 --> 00:22:45,405
See?
489
00:22:45,406 --> 00:22:46,865
I knew she wasn't real.
490
00:22:46,866 --> 00:22:48,158
Hundred percent
your imaginary girlfriend
491
00:22:48,159 --> 00:22:50,035
- flakes tonight.
- She's on her way.
492
00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,037
No chance.
- Is Brooke coming?
493
00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:53,789
Nope, not tonight.
Corporate accounting,
494
00:22:53,790 --> 00:22:55,707
early mornings,
and the whole pregnancy thing.
495
00:22:55,708 --> 00:22:57,375
- Wait, you invited her?
- Yeah.
496
00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,377
Figured it's best
that we're great friends.
497
00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,671
Anyone new
on the horizon?
498
00:23:01,672 --> 00:23:03,423
Nah, I'm not really looking
for anything right now.
499
00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:05,676
Not until after the baby comes,
anyway. Feels too weird.
500
00:23:06,803 --> 00:23:08,970
- Impending fatherhood suits you.
- Yeah?
501
00:23:08,971 --> 00:23:10,555
Yeah, I think so, too.
502
00:23:10,556 --> 00:23:12,307
What about you?
Any boys on the horizon?
503
00:23:12,308 --> 00:23:14,601
- I'm off men.
- Back on women?
504
00:23:14,602 --> 00:23:16,729
Too complicated.
505
00:23:18,397 --> 00:23:20,941
Hey.
- Do you see her, too?
506
00:23:20,942 --> 00:23:22,485
Yeah, she's actually real.
507
00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:25,070
I just feel like
the whole swiping
508
00:23:25,071 --> 00:23:26,905
takes away
the spontaneity of it all.
509
00:23:26,906 --> 00:23:28,698
I just hate the feeling
of disposability,
510
00:23:28,699 --> 00:23:31,576
it's like on to the next,
on to the next, on to the next.
511
00:23:31,577 --> 00:23:33,245
I mean, I'm obviously
on all of them, but...
512
00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:35,247
Yeah, but for someone like me
513
00:23:35,248 --> 00:23:37,249
who moves around a lot,
it's great.
514
00:23:37,250 --> 00:23:39,709
- Wait, you guys met on an app?
- Nope. Real life.
515
00:23:39,710 --> 00:23:41,837
- Oh, that's dirty.
- Hey.
516
00:23:41,838 --> 00:23:43,714
We went on a date.
517
00:23:44,549 --> 00:23:47,217
I don't think you can call
an incidental coffee a date.
518
00:23:47,218 --> 00:23:48,761
Of course it is.
519
00:23:49,095 --> 00:23:50,262
And then she actually asked me
on another date.
520
00:23:50,263 --> 00:23:52,305
Is an... is an after-coffee walk
a date?
521
00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:53,849
Yeah, yeah.
You did a double date.
522
00:23:53,850 --> 00:23:55,308
Yeah, we double-dated.
523
00:23:55,309 --> 00:23:56,643
And he was so cute,
524
00:23:56,644 --> 00:23:58,228
I had no choice,
I had to kiss him.
525
00:23:58,229 --> 00:24:00,105
- So romantic.
- Fucking hell.
526
00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:01,439
Am I in a cheesy movie?
527
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:02,941
I like those movies.
528
00:24:02,942 --> 00:24:04,568
I sort of took you
for an art house type.
529
00:24:04,569 --> 00:24:08,029
No. No, no, no.
No pretension for me.
530
00:24:08,030 --> 00:24:10,157
I think she just
called you pretentious.
531
00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:11,616
Well, no... Well, listen.
532
00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,535
If the movies
are objectively better,
533
00:24:13,536 --> 00:24:16,205
it's not pretentious.
Why, what films do you like?
534
00:24:16,998 --> 00:24:19,833
Oh, here we go. Here we go.
Guilty pleasure incoming.
535
00:24:19,834 --> 00:24:21,960
Okay, don't try to stick it to
me, because you're into vinyl,
536
00:24:21,961 --> 00:24:23,628
I get it.
It's got a warmer feel.
537
00:24:25,256 --> 00:24:27,549
What, am I wrong? Am I wrong?
Mm-mm.
538
00:24:27,550 --> 00:24:29,634
Okay. Fine.
This is embarrassing.
539
00:24:29,635 --> 00:24:32,929
My favourite film genre
is rich people in crisis.
540
00:24:32,930 --> 00:24:35,599
It is a subgenre
of cheesy romantic comedy,
541
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:37,934
and I just don't have to stress
watching it, because,
542
00:24:37,935 --> 00:24:39,603
you know, if everything
goes to shit,
543
00:24:39,604 --> 00:24:41,354
they're gonna be perfectly fine,
544
00:24:41,355 --> 00:24:43,273
especially if it's set
in the Hamptons or something.
545
00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:45,066
All right. You can count me out
of movie night, then.
546
00:24:45,067 --> 00:24:46,193
Who said you were invited?
547
00:24:49,113 --> 00:24:50,323
My round.
548
00:24:51,073 --> 00:24:52,699
Compared
to previous boyfriends,
549
00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:54,702
Jack didn't vocalise
his feelings,
550
00:24:55,703 --> 00:24:57,579
but Jillian knew
introducing her
551
00:24:57,580 --> 00:25:00,665
to his closest friends
was a big deal for him,
552
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:02,126
and she liked that.
553
00:25:04,003 --> 00:25:06,713
Okay, let's discuss,
let's discuss. You like her.
554
00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:08,465
So far, I don't dislike her.
555
00:25:08,466 --> 00:25:10,634
I really like her. Johnny?
556
00:25:10,635 --> 00:25:12,260
- She's fantastic.
- She really is.
557
00:25:12,261 --> 00:25:14,638
- So, don't do you.
- What are you talking about?
558
00:25:14,639 --> 00:25:16,598
Don't just be "doin' the thing."
559
00:25:16,599 --> 00:25:18,433
I'm not just doing the thing.
560
00:25:18,434 --> 00:25:20,852
The keeping it light,
the no more than once a week,
561
00:25:20,853 --> 00:25:22,812
the hiding across the street
until she leaves your apartment.
562
00:25:22,813 --> 00:25:24,564
All right. Sh--
- Jack mantra bullshit.
563
00:25:24,565 --> 00:25:25,982
You don't know me.
564
00:25:25,983 --> 00:25:29,361
When it's real,
don't slow it down.
565
00:25:29,362 --> 00:25:30,905
Brakes aren't sexy.
566
00:25:33,241 --> 00:25:35,075
All right.
All right?
567
00:25:35,076 --> 00:25:36,618
All right.
All right.
568
00:25:36,619 --> 00:25:37,912
To the death of cynicism.
569
00:25:39,872 --> 00:25:41,249
Since when are you
a whisky guy?
570
00:25:41,916 --> 00:25:43,875
Since you became a romantic.
571
00:25:48,297 --> 00:25:50,967
All right. Tequila for you two,
572
00:25:51,717 --> 00:25:53,010
and for you,
573
00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,681
- an artisanal lemon drop.
- Okay, thank you.
574
00:25:57,682 --> 00:25:58,848
All right.
575
00:25:58,849 --> 00:26:00,350
To finally meeting you guys
576
00:26:00,351 --> 00:26:02,644
after hearing so much about you.
577
00:26:02,645 --> 00:26:03,728
Cheers.
578
00:26:03,729 --> 00:26:05,481
Cheers.
Cheers.
579
00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:10,695
All right.
580
00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,158
Johnny had gone
to see his friends
581
00:26:17,159 --> 00:26:18,702
completely confident
in the direction
582
00:26:18,703 --> 00:26:19,829
his life was going.
583
00:26:20,997 --> 00:26:22,540
That was before he met Jillian.
584
00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:25,875
Jack, on the other hand,
585
00:26:25,876 --> 00:26:27,544
had left his friends
completely confident
586
00:26:27,545 --> 00:26:30,547
in the direction
his relationship was going.
587
00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:32,424
I knew you lived
across from me,
588
00:26:32,425 --> 00:26:36,428
but I didn't realise you can
literally spy into my window.
589
00:26:36,429 --> 00:26:38,847
What?
590
00:26:38,848 --> 00:26:40,558
- You can?
- Mm-hmm.
591
00:26:42,852 --> 00:26:43,769
Have you spied on me?
592
00:26:47,023 --> 00:26:49,150
- No.
- You're a terrible liar...
593
00:26:49,942 --> 00:26:51,027
and a creeper.
594
00:26:52,945 --> 00:26:54,988
Great, now I have to close
my shades
595
00:26:54,989 --> 00:26:56,991
when I wanna be shady.
596
00:26:58,701 --> 00:27:00,577
Yeah, right, I'm never
closing them again.
597
00:27:00,578 --> 00:27:03,621
- Lucky you!
- Lucky the rest of my building.
598
00:27:03,622 --> 00:27:05,457
You're just lucky
the sex is decent,
599
00:27:05,458 --> 00:27:07,542
- or I'd never come 'round again.
- Decent?
600
00:27:07,543 --> 00:27:10,086
I... When we first hooked up,
I almost didn't come back.
601
00:27:10,087 --> 00:27:11,088
Wha...
602
00:27:12,548 --> 00:27:14,300
If he's this good,
he must be an asshole.
603
00:27:16,969 --> 00:27:19,512
Right, I-I just read
a lot of lesbian erotica.
604
00:27:19,513 --> 00:27:22,016
Mm. That tracks.
605
00:27:25,603 --> 00:27:26,728
What's your name, again?
606
00:27:26,729 --> 00:27:28,689
You fucker.
607
00:27:30,900 --> 00:27:32,609
Trying not
to think about Jillian,
608
00:27:32,610 --> 00:27:35,154
Johnny had settled back
into his normal routine.
609
00:27:47,458 --> 00:27:49,000
Hey, Johnny.
610
00:27:49,001 --> 00:27:50,919
Oh, hi.
What are you up to?
611
00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:52,630
Er, working.
612
00:27:53,756 --> 00:27:56,258
Is there anything in particular
that you're looking for?
613
00:27:57,176 --> 00:27:58,677
Yes. Er...
614
00:27:59,595 --> 00:28:02,639
I didn't have your number,
and I didn't wanna clue Jack in.
615
00:28:02,640 --> 00:28:03,933
I need to ask you something.
616
00:28:05,142 --> 00:28:07,352
I feel like
I should already know.
617
00:28:07,353 --> 00:28:08,479
Jack's birthday's coming up.
618
00:28:09,397 --> 00:28:12,565
- I have no idea what to get him.
- Get him a book.
619
00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:14,360
- Ignore Tim.
- Okay.
620
00:28:15,069 --> 00:28:18,488
So, maybe... maybe I could
buy you something delicious
621
00:28:18,489 --> 00:28:20,282
and pick your brain?
622
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:22,659
Or not.
623
00:28:22,660 --> 00:28:24,537
No, no, I'll...
624
00:28:25,204 --> 00:28:26,496
Tim, I'm gonna take
my break, okay?
625
00:28:26,497 --> 00:28:27,997
I'll manage.
626
00:28:35,423 --> 00:28:36,589
Who's your favourite, then?
627
00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,216
I don't wanna be this guy.
628
00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:39,843
But I kind of am this guy.
So...
629
00:28:39,844 --> 00:28:41,886
Fante, Ellroy, Bukowski.
630
00:28:41,887 --> 00:28:44,139
Mm, so you aspire
to be an alcoholic.
631
00:28:44,140 --> 00:28:46,433
Yeah,
the writing's only secondary.
632
00:28:46,434 --> 00:28:47,684
But wait, you know them?
633
00:28:47,685 --> 00:28:49,227
I might like my films romcom,
634
00:28:49,228 --> 00:28:51,521
but I love my literature messy.
635
00:28:51,522 --> 00:28:53,982
So, did you always know that
the writing thing was for you?
636
00:28:53,983 --> 00:28:56,485
No, when I was a little kid,
I wanted to be a work dad.
637
00:28:57,778 --> 00:29:00,530
- A work dad?
- Walk through the front door,
638
00:29:00,531 --> 00:29:03,158
briefcase in hand.
I loved the look.
639
00:29:03,159 --> 00:29:05,743
And then, I discovered
my grandfather's 1938
640
00:29:05,744 --> 00:29:09,122
Imperial Good
Companion typewriter.
641
00:29:09,123 --> 00:29:10,498
That's what did it?
642
00:29:10,499 --> 00:29:12,083
Listen, Jillian,
if you saw this thing,
643
00:29:12,084 --> 00:29:14,169
you wouldn't question it.
It's beautiful.
644
00:29:14,170 --> 00:29:16,087
I thought I was so cool
when I was a little kid,
645
00:29:16,088 --> 00:29:17,881
just sitting there banging away.
And then,
646
00:29:17,882 --> 00:29:20,383
I discovered
what you could make with it.
647
00:29:20,384 --> 00:29:21,760
And that was it.
648
00:29:22,386 --> 00:29:24,554
- So, basically, you always knew.
- Yeah.
649
00:29:24,555 --> 00:29:27,265
I've always wanted to tell
stories. What about you?
650
00:29:27,266 --> 00:29:29,684
Did you always wanna be
a hotel events coordinator?
651
00:29:29,685 --> 00:29:32,062
Oh, I always knew,
ever since I was a little girl.
652
00:29:32,855 --> 00:29:35,815
I, erm, I fell into it,
653
00:29:35,816 --> 00:29:37,651
like I fall into everything.
654
00:29:39,403 --> 00:29:41,446
I don't feel like
that's who I am.
655
00:29:41,447 --> 00:29:44,574
No, no, of course not.
You're... you're not your job.
656
00:29:44,575 --> 00:29:46,659
I... I'm not a bookseller,
even though that's what I do
657
00:29:46,660 --> 00:29:48,286
to make money.
658
00:29:48,287 --> 00:29:50,581
Yeah, but s... somehow,
with this job, I f...
659
00:29:51,165 --> 00:29:53,542
I feel like I'm good at it,
like it could lead somewhere.
660
00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:57,046
Maybe it's what
I'm supposed to do.
661
00:29:57,922 --> 00:30:00,381
I don't know. Maybe that's why
I... I always ask people,
662
00:30:00,382 --> 00:30:03,052
like when did they find
their calling?
663
00:30:03,636 --> 00:30:05,137
Maybe I don't have a calling.
664
00:30:06,972 --> 00:30:08,306
Okay.
665
00:30:08,307 --> 00:30:10,892
If you could do anything,
what would it be?
666
00:30:10,893 --> 00:30:13,394
Oh, so we're having
the dream job conversation?
667
00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:15,481
Okay. Erm...
668
00:30:16,857 --> 00:30:18,692
I would be
a bohemian photographer,
669
00:30:19,527 --> 00:30:23,029
and just wander around
taking pictures of...
670
00:30:23,030 --> 00:30:25,615
of good-looking people
and awesome nature spots.
671
00:30:25,616 --> 00:30:28,159
Yeah, like non-cheesy
Instagram porn.
672
00:30:28,160 --> 00:30:30,286
Then you should do it.
673
00:30:30,287 --> 00:30:32,038
It's just maybe not a career.
674
00:30:32,039 --> 00:30:33,831
Fuck that. If it's your passion,
you should go for it.
675
00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:34,959
Yeah.
676
00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:39,003
Except I think I like
the concept
677
00:30:39,004 --> 00:30:41,257
better than I like
the actual thing.
678
00:30:42,675 --> 00:30:43,883
Like I...
679
00:30:43,884 --> 00:30:47,095
I don't fantasise
about taking the pictures.
680
00:30:47,096 --> 00:30:48,638
It's not about the actual work.
681
00:30:48,639 --> 00:30:50,348
The fantasy's about
being a cool photographer
682
00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,017
who's just
kind of casually brilliant.
683
00:30:53,561 --> 00:30:56,145
That's... that's your version
of work dad.
684
00:30:56,146 --> 00:30:57,273
Yeah.
685
00:30:58,190 --> 00:31:00,900
Yeah, it's just an idea.
686
00:31:00,901 --> 00:31:02,569
I mean, I wish I was
as into something
687
00:31:02,570 --> 00:31:03,821
as you are your writing, but...
688
00:31:07,241 --> 00:31:08,741
It's not a problem.
You can hide Jack's present
689
00:31:08,742 --> 00:31:10,327
- at my place.
- You're sure?
690
00:31:11,078 --> 00:31:13,162
Hundred percent. We always hang
at Jack's. He never comes here.
691
00:31:13,163 --> 00:31:14,414
Okay. Perfect.
692
00:31:14,415 --> 00:31:15,708
I'll come by day of.
693
00:31:16,709 --> 00:31:19,752
Hey, you know, if... if the
writing thing doesn't work out,
694
00:31:19,753 --> 00:31:22,548
you make an excellent
personal shopper.
695
00:31:24,091 --> 00:31:25,134
Right.
696
00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:28,804
- Er, well, this is me. So...
- Okay.
697
00:31:34,018 --> 00:31:37,021
I'd... I'd love to read
something of yours sometime.
698
00:31:38,314 --> 00:31:39,398
All right.
699
00:31:41,692 --> 00:31:42,985
Now?
700
00:31:43,944 --> 00:31:45,154
Yeah, sure.
701
00:32:09,678 --> 00:32:11,055
Yeah.
702
00:32:12,097 --> 00:32:14,183
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
703
00:32:15,976 --> 00:32:17,769
A lot of people talk,
704
00:32:17,770 --> 00:32:20,481
but you are everything
you say you are.
705
00:32:22,358 --> 00:32:25,151
It's beautiful.
I... I absolutely love it.
706
00:32:25,152 --> 00:32:28,404
Thank you.
Do you wanna a cup of tea?
707
00:32:28,405 --> 00:32:29,490
Yeah, sure.
708
00:32:32,576 --> 00:32:35,828
So, when...
when can I read more?
709
00:32:35,829 --> 00:32:37,080
How's the book coming along?
710
00:32:37,081 --> 00:32:38,791
Er, honestly...
711
00:32:39,500 --> 00:32:40,542
slowly.
712
00:32:41,543 --> 00:32:45,713
I'm four years in,
which is longer than I'd hoped.
713
00:32:45,714 --> 00:32:48,132
But your first book kind of
sets the stage
714
00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:50,593
for who you are as an author,
so it's important.
715
00:32:50,594 --> 00:32:53,304
The perfect is the enemy
of the good.
716
00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:54,765
Yeah. But good
is the enemy of great.
717
00:32:57,393 --> 00:33:00,728
You know, Alan Rickman
was toiling away on the stage
718
00:33:00,729 --> 00:33:02,105
for years.
719
00:33:02,106 --> 00:33:03,690
I don't think he did
his first film
720
00:33:03,691 --> 00:33:05,358
till he was 41.
721
00:33:05,359 --> 00:33:06,610
Yeah, and Die Hard was amazing.
722
00:33:08,070 --> 00:33:09,487
I thought you only liked
art films.
723
00:33:09,488 --> 00:33:10,822
Die Hard is an art film.
724
00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:13,033
True.
725
00:33:27,089 --> 00:33:28,132
Here you go.
726
00:33:29,174 --> 00:33:30,633
You don't work on it.
727
00:33:30,634 --> 00:33:33,928
No. No, I'm not entirely trapped
in a bygone age.
728
00:33:33,929 --> 00:33:35,264
Too bad.
729
00:33:44,606 --> 00:33:46,149
I got to go.
730
00:33:46,150 --> 00:33:47,567
Thank you for letting me
pick your brain.
731
00:33:47,568 --> 00:33:50,027
No, it's all good.
Anything for a free meal.
732
00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:51,447
And for the story.
733
00:33:52,489 --> 00:33:53,573
It's really good.
734
00:33:53,574 --> 00:33:55,200
Thank you.
735
00:33:55,784 --> 00:33:58,495
- All right. See you soon.
- See you later.
736
00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:13,634
It's sucks, but at least
I start work late enough
737
00:34:13,635 --> 00:34:15,678
so we can have
a... a birthday drink together.
738
00:34:15,679 --> 00:34:17,096
It's fine.
I texted Johnny.
739
00:34:17,097 --> 00:34:18,681
We need to--
Surprise!
740
00:34:18,682 --> 00:34:19,974
Got you!
741
00:34:23,145 --> 00:34:25,188
- Oh, you helped, obviously.
- No, it was her.
742
00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:26,647
I just called our lot.
743
00:34:26,648 --> 00:34:28,859
Happy birthday.
744
00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:32,570
Could be the worst time
I ever had
745
00:34:32,571 --> 00:34:36,073
Lose my mind,
always get it back
746
00:34:36,074 --> 00:34:38,410
There's no point
in being super-sad
747
00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:45,167
All of the tears I wish
I never cried...
748
00:34:46,418 --> 00:34:47,960
What's going on over here then?
749
00:34:47,961 --> 00:34:49,546
Nothing.
750
00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:53,466
Just thinking about you
and Jack, and our friendship,
751
00:34:53,467 --> 00:34:55,260
and how much you both
mean to me, and...
752
00:34:56,345 --> 00:34:57,846
Okay, I've met someone.
753
00:34:58,680 --> 00:34:59,764
What? Why didn't you
bring him along?
754
00:34:59,765 --> 00:35:01,808
Because it's new,
and I like him,
755
00:35:01,809 --> 00:35:04,185
and he gives me butterflies,
and he's nerdy,
756
00:35:04,186 --> 00:35:07,313
and he wears rugby shirts
and makes me talk too fast.
757
00:35:07,314 --> 00:35:08,774
And I blush
when I think about him.
758
00:35:09,399 --> 00:35:11,234
- Whoa.
- Very well.
759
00:35:11,235 --> 00:35:12,819
The rugby shirts
are killing me, though.
760
00:35:12,820 --> 00:35:16,532
- Well, does he have a name?
- Yes. Richard David.
761
00:35:17,825 --> 00:35:19,784
- Two first names?
- Mm-hmm.
762
00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,661
Gets worse.
763
00:35:21,662 --> 00:35:23,996
His middle name is Steven.
764
00:35:23,997 --> 00:35:26,833
You're dating a guy
named Rick Steve Dave?
765
00:35:26,834 --> 00:35:28,251
- No.
- Jack.
766
00:35:28,252 --> 00:35:29,710
Jack, come over here.
Diana's in love.
767
00:35:29,711 --> 00:35:31,922
- What?
- Er, aggressive statement.
768
00:35:33,340 --> 00:35:35,717
With a guy
named Richard Steven David.
769
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:38,219
- Three first names?
- Rick Steve Dave.
770
00:35:38,220 --> 00:35:39,554
I never should have
said anything.
771
00:35:39,555 --> 00:35:40,972
- And he wears rugby shirts.
- Oh,
772
00:35:40,973 --> 00:35:42,557
not a good look,
Rick Steve Dave.
773
00:35:42,558 --> 00:35:44,141
It's good, isn't it?
Just rolls off the tongue.
774
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:45,476
Rick Steve Dave.
Does too, doesn't it?
775
00:35:45,477 --> 00:35:46,644
Rick Steve Dave.
776
00:35:46,645 --> 00:35:47,937
Is that what you
yell out in bed,
777
00:35:47,938 --> 00:35:49,105
all three names?
778
00:35:49,106 --> 00:35:51,275
That is really good.
779
00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:53,192
You should put that
in your book.
780
00:35:53,193 --> 00:35:54,360
That's a good idea. I might.
781
00:35:54,361 --> 00:35:55,987
Fuck me, you guys are awful.
782
00:35:55,988 --> 00:35:57,905
- And you're in love.
- So are you.
783
00:35:57,906 --> 00:35:59,115
Who'd have thought
it'd been you two?
784
00:35:59,116 --> 00:36:00,908
Literally no one.
785
00:36:00,909 --> 00:36:02,827
The good old days...
786
00:36:02,828 --> 00:36:04,412
Hey, Brooke, Brooke,
787
00:36:04,413 --> 00:36:05,872
that better be...
that better be orange juice.
788
00:36:05,873 --> 00:36:07,039
It's orange juice, babe,
it's orange juice.
789
00:36:07,040 --> 00:36:08,457
Is it? Okay.
790
00:36:08,458 --> 00:36:10,751
Hi. You all right?
Hi, mate. How are you?
791
00:36:17,092 --> 00:36:21,889
The good old days
when things were better
792
00:36:23,640 --> 00:36:25,266
Whisky rocks, right?
793
00:36:25,267 --> 00:36:27,435
Er, I prefer artisanal
lemon drops, but this'll do.
794
00:36:27,436 --> 00:36:28,604
Thank you.
795
00:36:31,648 --> 00:36:33,816
- You did good.
- Mm, we did good.
796
00:36:33,817 --> 00:36:35,569
No, don't give me
any credit for this
797
00:36:38,405 --> 00:36:39,656
So, you having fun?
798
00:36:44,620 --> 00:36:45,828
Erm...
799
00:36:45,829 --> 00:36:47,204
Since my parents split up,
800
00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:48,832
that's the first thing
my mum asks.
801
00:36:49,458 --> 00:36:50,499
Like, it's the most
important thing.
802
00:36:50,500 --> 00:36:52,543
Am I having enough fun?
803
00:36:52,544 --> 00:36:55,504
Okay. That's tricky.
804
00:36:55,505 --> 00:36:57,798
So, is that why you moved around
so much?
805
00:36:57,799 --> 00:36:59,176
Yeah, maybe.
806
00:37:00,802 --> 00:37:03,220
- So, are you?
- Am I...?
807
00:37:03,221 --> 00:37:05,057
- Having fun.
- Yeah, I am.
808
00:37:06,099 --> 00:37:07,643
Okay, then, why aren't you
on the dance floor?
809
00:37:08,477 --> 00:37:10,269
I love dancing. I love dancing.
810
00:37:10,270 --> 00:37:11,979
Yeah, me, too.
811
00:37:11,980 --> 00:37:14,231
Tonight's not about me. No.
812
00:37:14,232 --> 00:37:17,653
And my one move just blows
everyone away. It's really good.
813
00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:20,113
Come on, give it to me.
814
00:37:21,865 --> 00:37:23,532
Fine, we're doing this.
815
00:37:23,533 --> 00:37:24,992
- Ready?
- Mm-hmm.
816
00:37:33,168 --> 00:37:34,669
- Pretty good, innit?
- That's incredible.
817
00:37:34,670 --> 00:37:36,170
I know. Told you.
Listen, come here.
818
00:37:36,171 --> 00:37:37,964
- I'll teach you.
- Okay.
819
00:37:37,965 --> 00:37:39,048
Come on, then.
820
00:37:39,049 --> 00:37:40,424
But I'm so intimidated.
821
00:37:40,425 --> 00:37:42,259
- Ah, yeah, I get that a lot.
- Okay.
822
00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:44,221
- We'll go this way first.
- Okay.
823
00:37:56,733 --> 00:37:57,985
And then, he knew,
824
00:37:59,027 --> 00:38:01,363
right there
in the middle of the party,
825
00:38:02,781 --> 00:38:05,283
that she felt what he felt.
826
00:38:06,576 --> 00:38:08,870
There was something between
them that could not be denied.
827
00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:14,751
Oh.
828
00:38:22,634 --> 00:38:23,802
Open it.
829
00:38:24,511 --> 00:38:27,138
- What is it?
- Come on, open it. Go on.
830
00:38:27,139 --> 00:38:28,765
- Ooh, it's heavy.
- Yeah.
831
00:38:32,811 --> 00:38:34,645
Hazelnut coffee.
832
00:38:34,646 --> 00:38:38,358
Now, you have no reason to meet
other girls in coffee shops.
833
00:38:40,569 --> 00:38:41,736
- Like it?
- I love it.
834
00:38:41,737 --> 00:38:43,112
- You like it?
- I love it.
835
00:38:43,113 --> 00:38:44,780
As Johnny watched them,
836
00:38:44,781 --> 00:38:46,615
the truth smashed him
right in the gut.
837
00:38:46,616 --> 00:38:49,285
The easiest person
to lie to is yourself.
838
00:38:49,286 --> 00:38:50,953
He'd been misreading signals.
839
00:38:50,954 --> 00:38:53,581
He'd been projecting
his own desires.
840
00:38:53,582 --> 00:38:56,418
He was a complete arsehole.
841
00:39:00,422 --> 00:39:02,965
- All right?
- Aw.
842
00:39:02,966 --> 00:39:05,635
Oh yeah, that's the look
of a woman in love.
843
00:39:07,012 --> 00:39:08,722
I really like her for him.
844
00:39:10,682 --> 00:39:13,560
When he looks at her, it's like
he drops his whole Jack persona.
845
00:39:15,062 --> 00:39:16,313
He's just...
846
00:39:18,565 --> 00:39:20,775
- He's what?
- Mm.
847
00:39:20,776 --> 00:39:22,110
Human.
848
00:39:25,113 --> 00:39:26,740
It's gonna happen for you,
as well.
849
00:39:27,699 --> 00:39:30,827
- Thanks.
- Mm. Yeah.
850
00:40:01,525 --> 00:40:03,025
Yeah, I hear you,
but my... my client
851
00:40:03,026 --> 00:40:04,568
won't go for it.
852
00:40:06,655 --> 00:40:07,781
Yes.
853
00:40:09,366 --> 00:40:10,408
All right.
854
00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,161
Sure.
855
00:40:14,371 --> 00:40:16,455
In that moment,
Jillian found herself
856
00:40:16,456 --> 00:40:18,499
deeply delighted
by the simple things
857
00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,001
Jack did for her.
858
00:40:20,585 --> 00:40:22,586
Stability can be
surprisingly attractive
859
00:40:22,587 --> 00:40:25,965
for those blown where the wind
takes them.
860
00:40:31,513 --> 00:40:33,430
Does Jillian
know you do this?
861
00:40:33,431 --> 00:40:36,017
Way too soon, bruv.
Not a good look, is it?
862
00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:39,520
It's been months, mate.
Does she know you say "bruv"?
863
00:40:39,521 --> 00:40:41,689
Bruv.
Think she'll keep me around
864
00:40:41,690 --> 00:40:42,815
as long as she never finds out.
865
00:40:42,816 --> 00:40:44,943
Ah, so you wanna
keep her around.
866
00:40:45,527 --> 00:40:47,236
I guess.
867
00:40:47,237 --> 00:40:48,946
Okay, guys,
that was great.
868
00:40:48,947 --> 00:40:51,825
I turned off my dating apps.
Tinder, Bumble. Even Raya.
869
00:40:52,701 --> 00:40:54,076
Bruv.
870
00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:56,120
That's big.
It's personal growth.
871
00:40:56,121 --> 00:40:58,081
I'm firmly against
personal growth.
872
00:40:59,249 --> 00:41:00,791
You know, the strange thing
is all the brain energy
873
00:41:00,792 --> 00:41:02,127
I suddenly have.
874
00:41:02,919 --> 00:41:05,004
Like, what do I do now
that I'm not focusing on girls?
875
00:41:05,005 --> 00:41:07,089
Plus, what do we talk about?
876
00:41:07,090 --> 00:41:09,301
I had no crazy adventures
last night.
877
00:41:10,093 --> 00:41:12,386
You're in some kind of
faux celibacy,
878
00:41:12,387 --> 00:41:15,848
about to be a dad thing,
which is... boring.
879
00:41:15,849 --> 00:41:17,433
And I can't be like,
"Hey, me and Jillian
880
00:41:17,434 --> 00:41:19,351
did this wild sex thing
last night."
881
00:41:19,352 --> 00:41:20,811
Because she's my girlfriend,
and that would be weird
882
00:41:20,812 --> 00:41:22,479
talking about that.
883
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:24,148
So, you're saying you're having
a Madonna-whore complex?
884
00:41:24,149 --> 00:41:26,735
Absolutely, yeah.
885
00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:28,444
No.
886
00:41:28,445 --> 00:41:29,904
There's no question involved.
887
00:41:29,905 --> 00:41:31,990
So, the... the story's not good.
888
00:41:32,782 --> 00:41:34,826
I spent a lot of years
getting good at being single.
889
00:41:36,244 --> 00:41:37,787
How's Brooke?
890
00:41:38,872 --> 00:41:40,248
Pregnant,
891
00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:42,792
and I'm getting a little
freaked out about it.
892
00:41:44,085 --> 00:41:46,296
I'm gonna be a dad,
and I work in a bookshop.
893
00:41:47,380 --> 00:41:48,632
Makes sense.
894
00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:52,802
Have you ever thought about
trying something different...
895
00:41:54,054 --> 00:41:55,347
and something practical?
896
00:41:56,431 --> 00:41:58,349
I mean, you could do well
at anything, mate. Why...
897
00:41:58,350 --> 00:41:59,725
Why struggle like this?
898
00:41:59,726 --> 00:42:01,561
The struggle's part of it.
899
00:42:03,647 --> 00:42:05,649
It's not much of a life
if it's just a struggle, is it?
900
00:42:07,108 --> 00:42:08,109
Listen,
901
00:42:08,818 --> 00:42:10,611
I didn't give you shit
for giving up writing
902
00:42:10,612 --> 00:42:12,906
and choosing to make money,
so don't give me shit for not.
903
00:42:15,075 --> 00:42:16,326
Sorry.
904
00:42:17,786 --> 00:42:19,036
It's just, you're having a baby.
905
00:42:19,037 --> 00:42:21,665
Er, Brooke has got a great job.
906
00:42:22,874 --> 00:42:24,458
Diana said I can have
some shifts at her bar,
907
00:42:24,459 --> 00:42:26,669
if need be. It's gonna be fine.
908
00:42:26,670 --> 00:42:30,090
I forgot my... Wow!
909
00:42:31,091 --> 00:42:33,008
Do you guys need a second
to finish each other off?
910
00:42:33,009 --> 00:42:34,885
- We're working--
- No. No, I really...
911
00:42:34,886 --> 00:42:36,262
I don't wanna know.
912
00:42:36,263 --> 00:42:38,597
I just needed to get my bag.
913
00:42:38,598 --> 00:42:40,140
It was really good to see you,
Johnny.
914
00:42:40,141 --> 00:42:43,018
- Good to see you, too.
- Carry on.
915
00:42:43,019 --> 00:42:45,229
She's got a key.
916
00:42:45,230 --> 00:42:46,730
Yeah.
917
00:42:46,731 --> 00:42:48,483
I thought I was the only one
with a key.
918
00:42:49,901 --> 00:42:51,444
No.
919
00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,571
Serious.
920
00:42:54,572 --> 00:42:58,284
So, go give
a little bit more
921
00:42:58,285 --> 00:43:00,577
I been trying to cool down
922
00:43:00,578 --> 00:43:03,415
I keep giving in
for the best I ever had...
923
00:43:03,999 --> 00:43:06,375
Thank you.
- Ah, thank you.
924
00:43:06,376 --> 00:43:08,043
This is almost as good
as opening presents.
925
00:43:08,044 --> 00:43:09,712
I'll get it.
926
00:43:09,713 --> 00:43:11,756
Aw!
927
00:43:12,674 --> 00:43:14,216
Thank you.
928
00:43:14,217 --> 00:43:15,593
It's so me.
929
00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:19,430
Oh, thank God you guys are here.
930
00:43:19,431 --> 00:43:21,765
- Only for you, Johnny.
- What, did you work late?
931
00:43:21,766 --> 00:43:24,059
I wouldn't call it work.
Ricksty Dave.
932
00:43:24,060 --> 00:43:25,561
The man, the myth,
the rugby shirt.
933
00:43:25,562 --> 00:43:26,854
- What, he's not coming?
- Stop teasing her.
934
00:43:26,855 --> 00:43:28,272
Rugby shirts can be...
935
00:43:28,273 --> 00:43:29,982
- Hey.
- ...very cool.
936
00:43:29,983 --> 00:43:31,608
Yeah, unfortunately,
that's not true.
937
00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:32,944
Yeah, they're cool
if you're actually playing.
938
00:43:33,320 --> 00:43:36,280
Johnny, I need a coffee
and a Bloody Maria, stat!
939
00:43:36,281 --> 00:43:38,240
Okay. Er, can I have
a show of hands
940
00:43:38,241 --> 00:43:39,825
for who else wants
another mimosa?
941
00:43:39,826 --> 00:43:41,243
Yes, please!
Two, three, four.
942
00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,745
I'll help.
943
00:43:45,415 --> 00:43:46,458
Come on, Jack.
944
00:43:47,167 --> 00:43:48,876
Let's go and make nice
and then hide in a corner
945
00:43:48,877 --> 00:43:50,377
and gossip about
what a surprisingly
946
00:43:50,378 --> 00:43:52,964
filthy animal my boyfriend is.
947
00:43:54,215 --> 00:43:55,632
Great spot.
948
00:43:55,633 --> 00:43:58,177
Yeah, we're planning on changing
the second bedroom
949
00:43:58,178 --> 00:43:59,887
into the baby's room.
950
00:43:59,888 --> 00:44:01,221
We?
951
00:44:01,222 --> 00:44:03,390
Yeah. So, the plan is for me
to crash here
952
00:44:03,391 --> 00:44:05,852
first few months
until we hit a bit of a rhythm,
953
00:44:06,770 --> 00:44:09,397
and then, we'll kind of
figure it out from there.
954
00:44:10,065 --> 00:44:11,441
I'm glad
you're keeping your place.
955
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:13,443
I love your place.
956
00:44:16,363 --> 00:44:18,865
A love as big as the ocean,
yeah
957
00:44:21,576 --> 00:44:23,452
I feel it
958
00:44:23,453 --> 00:44:26,663
From the bottom
of my heart, yeah
959
00:44:36,591 --> 00:44:39,635
- All right?
- Yeah. You mind if I bum one?
960
00:44:39,636 --> 00:44:41,554
- No, not at all.
- Thanks.
961
00:44:43,848 --> 00:44:45,100
- Here you go.
- Mm.
962
00:44:48,728 --> 00:44:51,064
Thanks. Great.
963
00:45:00,407 --> 00:45:02,783
Jack says he has a hypnotist
that will help me...
964
00:45:02,784 --> 00:45:04,785
- Oh.
- ...break the habit.
965
00:45:04,786 --> 00:45:07,121
Yeah. He's been trying to get me
to see him for years, but--
966
00:45:07,122 --> 00:45:08,330
- Yeah?
- Now I'm gonna be a dad,
967
00:45:08,331 --> 00:45:10,124
- I might.
- You might need it more.
968
00:45:10,125 --> 00:45:12,752
Yeah.
969
00:45:15,380 --> 00:45:17,924
- So, you excited?
- Yeah, I am.
970
00:45:21,845 --> 00:45:23,179
I can't imagine.
971
00:45:24,681 --> 00:45:27,100
Actually, I can,
and it's terrifying,
972
00:45:28,017 --> 00:45:29,185
for me, at least.
973
00:45:30,019 --> 00:45:31,187
Yeah, that's a...
974
00:45:32,021 --> 00:45:33,355
that's a... that's a...
that's a more
975
00:45:33,356 --> 00:45:35,066
- accurate description, I think.
- Mm.
976
00:45:38,403 --> 00:45:39,696
I always thought I'd...
977
00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:43,407
I'd fall madly in love
with someone
978
00:45:43,408 --> 00:45:44,868
and travel the world with them.
979
00:45:46,703 --> 00:45:48,579
Finish my second novel,
980
00:45:48,580 --> 00:45:51,458
and then maybe have a kid
or two, but...
981
00:45:52,125 --> 00:45:53,208
Best laid plans.
982
00:45:53,209 --> 00:45:54,335
Yeah.
983
00:45:56,004 --> 00:45:57,213
Hey,
984
00:45:58,756 --> 00:45:59,883
curveballs can be good.
985
00:46:09,309 --> 00:46:11,144
- What was that?
- What was what?
986
00:46:12,353 --> 00:46:13,605
I don't know. I wasn't...
987
00:46:21,488 --> 00:46:23,989
Okay, that's not true.
I do know what that was. Erm...
988
00:46:30,497 --> 00:46:32,874
I can't stop thinking about you.
989
00:46:34,542 --> 00:46:35,710
What?
990
00:46:37,170 --> 00:46:39,047
To a problematic degree.
991
00:46:42,550 --> 00:46:44,468
Johnny, you're just nervous
about the baby.
992
00:46:44,469 --> 00:46:45,636
It's got nothing
to do with that.
993
00:46:45,637 --> 00:46:47,639
It's been since moment one.
994
00:46:50,975 --> 00:46:53,102
I don't cheat. I love him.
995
00:46:55,855 --> 00:46:56,898
Shit.
996
00:46:57,982 --> 00:47:00,442
I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have
said that. Please, don't--
997
00:47:00,443 --> 00:47:02,903
Oh, right, don't leave me alone
with that oestrogen
998
00:47:02,904 --> 00:47:05,697
- ever again, please.
- You had Diana.
999
00:47:05,698 --> 00:47:07,199
She's a girl.
1000
00:47:07,200 --> 00:47:09,993
Er, don't lump me in
with those monsters.
1001
00:47:09,994 --> 00:47:11,662
What are you guys talking about?
1002
00:47:11,663 --> 00:47:13,039
Curveballs.
1003
00:47:15,416 --> 00:47:16,668
Mate, it's gonna be fine.
1004
00:47:18,461 --> 00:47:19,546
Thanks, man.
1005
00:47:27,095 --> 00:47:29,556
Johnny had a pain
in his gut for days.
1006
00:47:30,473 --> 00:47:33,518
The magnitude of his mistake
of admission tortured him.
1007
00:47:34,269 --> 00:47:36,228
Not only was it
the grossest breach
1008
00:47:36,229 --> 00:47:39,273
of his closest friendship,
but it was also clear to him
1009
00:47:39,274 --> 00:47:41,483
that Jillian didn't share
his feelings.
1010
00:47:41,484 --> 00:47:44,320
Johnny lived in fear
that she would tell Jack.
1011
00:47:48,032 --> 00:47:49,534
Shit.
1012
00:47:52,996 --> 00:47:54,746
- Hey, man.
- You all right?
1013
00:47:54,747 --> 00:47:56,331
What's up?
1014
00:47:56,332 --> 00:48:00,377
Ah, you know,
doin' the thing. You?
1015
00:48:00,378 --> 00:48:01,754
Good. Doin' the thing.
1016
00:48:03,756 --> 00:48:05,258
So, erm, well,
1017
00:48:06,467 --> 00:48:07,719
right to it, then.
1018
00:48:09,220 --> 00:48:10,263
Erm...
1019
00:48:12,765 --> 00:48:14,100
I was talking
to Jillian earlier.
1020
00:48:15,143 --> 00:48:16,728
Okay.
1021
00:48:17,061 --> 00:48:20,023
And, er, shit, I'm not sure
how to handle this.
1022
00:48:21,524 --> 00:48:22,775
I, erm...
1023
00:48:23,860 --> 00:48:25,570
I actually told her I love her.
1024
00:48:27,322 --> 00:48:31,117
Yeah, it just sort of came out,
but it felt really good,
1025
00:48:32,660 --> 00:48:33,911
and she said it back.
1026
00:48:35,038 --> 00:48:37,497
But now, it feels like I'm meant
to ask her to move in with me,
1027
00:48:37,498 --> 00:48:40,668
and I'm not sure how I...
how I feel about that.
1028
00:48:44,714 --> 00:48:46,548
It's a lot.
1029
00:48:46,549 --> 00:48:48,008
And what do you think?
1030
00:48:48,009 --> 00:48:49,385
Er...
1031
00:48:51,804 --> 00:48:52,972
Breaks aren't sexy.
1032
00:48:54,974 --> 00:48:57,101
Listen, mate, regardless...
1033
00:48:59,020 --> 00:49:00,146
this is fucking great.
1034
00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:02,689
You're opening up.
It's personal growth.
1035
00:49:02,690 --> 00:49:05,652
Oh, fuck personal growth, mate.
I love personal growth.
1036
00:49:08,821 --> 00:49:10,114
Anyway, that's it.
1037
00:49:11,032 --> 00:49:13,117
Thought I'd let you know.
1038
00:49:13,785 --> 00:49:15,328
Good chat.
1039
00:49:16,829 --> 00:49:17,830
All right.
1040
00:49:18,581 --> 00:49:21,458
Oh, erm, I'm off to a conference
in Birmingham tomorrow.
1041
00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:22,793
I fucking hate Birmingham.
1042
00:49:22,794 --> 00:49:24,211
There is no reason
for a Londoner
1043
00:49:24,212 --> 00:49:26,630
ever to be in Birmingham.
1044
00:49:26,631 --> 00:49:29,049
But if you want
a writer's retreat or whatever,
1045
00:49:29,050 --> 00:49:30,926
get the energy moving,
my spot's open.
1046
00:49:30,927 --> 00:49:32,344
Oh, appreciate it, man.
Thank you.
1047
00:49:32,345 --> 00:49:33,930
Yeah, all right.
1048
00:49:35,890 --> 00:49:37,474
I think I'll just wait
on the whole move-in thing
1049
00:49:37,475 --> 00:49:39,226
until it feels right. Good plan?
1050
00:49:39,227 --> 00:49:40,394
Good plan.
1051
00:49:42,939 --> 00:49:45,817
I have to answer this.
Come by whenever, yeah?
1052
00:49:46,401 --> 00:49:48,068
- Thank you.
- Oh!
1053
00:49:48,069 --> 00:49:50,445
I'm on lavender
essential oil now.
1054
00:49:50,446 --> 00:49:52,072
Very relaxing.
1055
00:49:52,073 --> 00:49:53,657
Right.
1056
00:49:53,658 --> 00:49:55,617
Jillian hadn't said anything.
1057
00:49:55,618 --> 00:49:57,786
His friendship
was still intact.
1058
00:49:57,787 --> 00:49:59,121
He determined never to do
1059
00:49:59,122 --> 00:50:00,622
anything
to jeopardise it again.
1060
00:50:00,623 --> 00:50:02,249
Fucking hell.
1061
00:50:02,250 --> 00:50:03,875
For her part,
1062
00:50:03,876 --> 00:50:05,544
Jillian decided
it wouldn't help anyone
1063
00:50:05,545 --> 00:50:07,213
to tell Jack
about the incident.
1064
00:50:07,797 --> 00:50:10,215
It would damage
his and Johnny's friendship.
1065
00:50:10,216 --> 00:50:12,968
She chalked it up
to Johnny having a moment.
1066
00:50:12,969 --> 00:50:15,178
You made the right decision.
1067
00:50:15,179 --> 00:50:16,555
People fuck up,
1068
00:50:16,556 --> 00:50:18,849
and people do not
need to know everything.
1069
00:50:18,850 --> 00:50:20,226
It only causes pain.
1070
00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:25,022
I got to tell you something.
1071
00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:29,818
Oh, no. They offered it to you.
1072
00:50:29,819 --> 00:50:31,737
It's not a step up, you know.
You'll be sick of it
1073
00:50:31,738 --> 00:50:32,904
within a month.
1074
00:50:32,905 --> 00:50:34,364
Running a yoga studio in Bali?
1075
00:50:34,365 --> 00:50:36,075
I don't think
I'd ever get sick of it.
1076
00:50:39,704 --> 00:50:40,788
I turned it down.
1077
00:50:41,497 --> 00:50:42,749
Why?
1078
00:50:43,666 --> 00:50:45,668
I've just recently
started to feel...
1079
00:50:48,546 --> 00:50:50,464
I don't know.
I don't wanna end up at 40
1080
00:50:50,465 --> 00:50:53,967
with nothing more than
just a bunch of stamps
1081
00:50:53,968 --> 00:50:55,803
in my passport.
1082
00:50:57,346 --> 00:50:58,598
Yeah, that makes sense.
1083
00:51:01,267 --> 00:51:02,435
Wait.
1084
00:51:03,519 --> 00:51:06,147
No. Are you gonna marry Jack?
1085
00:51:06,981 --> 00:51:10,485
- Way, way too soon.
- Good. Yeah, don't get married.
1086
00:51:11,110 --> 00:51:13,695
Marriage ruined gay culture.
The whole point
1087
00:51:13,696 --> 00:51:15,489
was that we didn't have to be
like the straights.
1088
00:51:15,490 --> 00:51:16,698
We were free,
1089
00:51:16,699 --> 00:51:18,241
and now, everyone
has to get married,
1090
00:51:18,242 --> 00:51:19,618
or you're not advancing
the cause.
1091
00:51:19,619 --> 00:51:23,039
- You're married to Jason.
- Yeah. Yeah.
1092
00:51:24,457 --> 00:51:25,708
Best decision of my life.
1093
00:51:29,295 --> 00:51:33,006
Lately I've been finding ways
to silence my mind
1094
00:51:33,007 --> 00:51:36,760
You and I
1095
00:51:36,761 --> 00:51:38,762
The Alps and Himalayas
ain't got nothing
1096
00:51:38,763 --> 00:51:41,014
On the mountains
I've climbed
1097
00:51:41,015 --> 00:51:42,933
You and I
1098
00:51:42,934 --> 00:51:46,520
You and I once Mother
Nature came to say--
1099
00:52:15,883 --> 00:52:16,926
Fuck.
1100
00:52:30,439 --> 00:52:34,944
Every time you look away
1101
00:52:35,945 --> 00:52:38,322
I don't wanna be afraid
1102
00:52:39,240 --> 00:52:41,492
I don't wanna be afraid
1103
00:52:42,952 --> 00:52:47,582
Every time you look away
1104
00:52:48,416 --> 00:52:50,877
I don't wanna be afraid
1105
00:52:51,586 --> 00:52:54,421
I don't wanna be afraid
1106
00:52:54,422 --> 00:52:56,548
Johnny?
- I'm in here.
1107
00:52:56,549 --> 00:52:58,300
What are you doing here
on a Sunday?
1108
00:52:58,301 --> 00:52:59,635
I couldn't sleep.
1109
00:53:01,804 --> 00:53:04,180
This is actually a way harder
than it looks,
1110
00:53:04,181 --> 00:53:06,600
but I'm gonna...
I'm gonna figure it out.
1111
00:53:06,601 --> 00:53:07,894
Do you need help?
1112
00:53:08,769 --> 00:53:11,229
Yeah. Why don't you...
I made you one of those
1113
00:53:11,230 --> 00:53:12,689
weird smoothies that you like.
1114
00:53:12,690 --> 00:53:13,982
So, just hit the button
on the blender
1115
00:53:13,983 --> 00:53:15,442
and relax.
1116
00:53:15,443 --> 00:53:16,777
I've got this.
1117
00:53:18,029 --> 00:53:19,280
Okay.
1118
00:53:22,450 --> 00:53:23,575
All right.
1119
00:53:23,576 --> 00:53:25,244
Okay, that looks right.
1120
00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:29,706
A bit muggy, isn't it?
- Huh?
1121
00:53:29,707 --> 00:53:30,875
A bit muggy.
1122
00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:33,627
That'll fool 'em.
1123
00:53:33,628 --> 00:53:35,003
Johnny's been really helpful.
1124
00:53:35,004 --> 00:53:36,963
He's been helping out
round the house.
1125
00:53:36,964 --> 00:53:38,132
- That's nice.
- He's been fixing things.
1126
00:53:38,549 --> 00:53:40,133
Yeah, I just didn't really need
to come home
1127
00:53:40,134 --> 00:53:41,885
to full-volume porn
coming from the baby's room.
1128
00:53:41,886 --> 00:53:43,428
Listen, I'd been painting
for hours
1129
00:53:43,429 --> 00:53:45,430
and needed a little break,
you know.
1130
00:53:45,431 --> 00:53:46,932
The moment took me.
1131
00:53:46,933 --> 00:53:48,934
We're not together.
It's not cheating.
1132
00:53:48,935 --> 00:53:51,061
Obviously. What, you think
porn is cheating?
1133
00:53:51,062 --> 00:53:52,145
No.
No.
1134
00:53:52,146 --> 00:53:53,522
But what... what is the line?
1135
00:53:54,440 --> 00:53:57,025
What if you wanted
to kiss someone but didn't?
1136
00:53:57,026 --> 00:53:58,735
Oh, you're talking about
emotional cheating?
1137
00:53:58,736 --> 00:54:01,655
That's a thing, and it happened
to me, and it was horrible.
1138
00:54:01,656 --> 00:54:03,573
I wish he'd have gone out
and gotten drunk,
1139
00:54:03,574 --> 00:54:05,075
and just gotten a blowjob
off some random girl.
1140
00:54:05,076 --> 00:54:06,409
What?
- Honestly.
1141
00:54:06,410 --> 00:54:07,577
But if nothing
physical happened,
1142
00:54:07,578 --> 00:54:08,703
how can you create that rule?
1143
00:54:08,704 --> 00:54:09,829
I mean, you can't say
1144
00:54:09,830 --> 00:54:11,247
people can't connect.
1145
00:54:11,248 --> 00:54:12,540
That's too hard a line to draw.
1146
00:54:12,541 --> 00:54:13,917
Yeah. Okay, fair.
1147
00:54:13,918 --> 00:54:15,543
A twist on it.
1148
00:54:15,544 --> 00:54:16,712
What if, say...
1149
00:54:17,672 --> 00:54:19,381
you can see
into someone's window,
1150
00:54:19,382 --> 00:54:21,591
and they're, like, naked
or something,
1151
00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:26,721
and you keep watching,
and then you do your thing.
1152
00:54:26,722 --> 00:54:28,515
- Cheating?
- That's creeping.
1153
00:54:28,516 --> 00:54:29,975
Different category.
1154
00:54:29,976 --> 00:54:31,393
Mm.
- And there's no interaction.
1155
00:54:31,394 --> 00:54:32,435
Unless the person knows
you're looking.
1156
00:54:32,436 --> 00:54:33,687
Well, then, yeah, it's cheating.
1157
00:54:33,688 --> 00:54:35,438
I think that's the line.
1158
00:54:35,439 --> 00:54:37,148
If there's a real, actual person
that you're interacting with,
1159
00:54:37,149 --> 00:54:38,650
then it's cheating.
Right.
1160
00:54:38,651 --> 00:54:39,985
I think you have to say
porn performers
1161
00:54:39,986 --> 00:54:41,528
are actual people, bruv.
1162
00:54:41,529 --> 00:54:43,029
No,
but that's fantasy.
1163
00:54:43,030 --> 00:54:44,364
It's not real-life interaction.
1164
00:54:44,365 --> 00:54:45,907
Exactly.
Yeah.
1165
00:54:45,908 --> 00:54:47,659
Anyway, just, er,
it wasn't my favourite thing
1166
00:54:47,660 --> 00:54:48,828
to just walk in on, you know.
1167
00:54:49,245 --> 00:54:51,621
Not that it wasn't
very impressive, babe.
1168
00:54:51,622 --> 00:54:53,873
It was a cat video, I swear.
1169
00:54:53,874 --> 00:54:56,209
That's worse.
1170
00:54:57,753 --> 00:54:59,671
Okay.
1171
00:54:59,672 --> 00:55:01,089
Oh, sorry, sorry,
sorry, sorry, sorry.
1172
00:55:01,090 --> 00:55:03,425
I have... I've actually
hit a wall.
1173
00:55:03,426 --> 00:55:05,301
I've called an Uber,
and I think it's here.
1174
00:55:05,302 --> 00:55:06,970
Oh, sneaky.
1175
00:55:06,971 --> 00:55:08,555
All right, I'll take you home,
I'll take you home.
1176
00:55:08,556 --> 00:55:10,098
- Guys, it's been--
- No, no, you're not done.
1177
00:55:10,099 --> 00:55:11,850
Stay with the team.
If you don't mind a third wheel.
1178
00:55:11,851 --> 00:55:13,435
Brooke, I don't mind.
Seriously, I don't...
1179
00:55:13,436 --> 00:55:15,020
No, listen to me.
You need a night out.
1180
00:55:15,021 --> 00:55:16,354
You've been smashing
the dad-to-be thing,
1181
00:55:16,355 --> 00:55:17,564
and I'm not letting you
come home.
1182
00:55:17,565 --> 00:55:18,732
Hey, A!
How you doing?
1183
00:55:18,733 --> 00:55:20,275
Erm, good.
So you have fun.
1184
00:55:20,276 --> 00:55:22,152
Erm, I'm gonna go watch
cat videos.
1185
00:55:22,153 --> 00:55:23,653
- See you later.
- Ha! Very funny.
1186
00:55:31,328 --> 00:55:34,622
She's got a literary mind
and a literary look
1187
00:55:34,623 --> 00:55:37,834
She's got a literary hand
and it's literally shook
1188
00:55:37,835 --> 00:55:40,420
From the confines of a page
to the vastness of a book
1189
00:55:40,421 --> 00:55:41,921
She's a killer,
she's a thriller
1190
00:55:41,922 --> 00:55:43,758
She's a halfwit and a crook
1191
00:55:59,857 --> 00:56:01,524
Right, I'm shooting off.
I'm getting out of here.
1192
00:56:01,525 --> 00:56:04,235
No, you're not.
We need your expertise, mate.
1193
00:56:04,236 --> 00:56:05,905
Frozen pizza.
You're the pizza guy.
1194
00:56:07,364 --> 00:56:09,115
Yeah, you can't leave.
1195
00:56:09,116 --> 00:56:11,367
All right. Twist my arm,
twist my arm. I'll do it.
1196
00:56:11,368 --> 00:56:13,203
Johnny.
- Yeah.
1197
00:56:13,204 --> 00:56:14,871
I can see
into Jillian's apartment
1198
00:56:14,872 --> 00:56:17,040
- from here.
- Yeah, I know.
1199
00:56:17,041 --> 00:56:18,167
What?
1200
00:56:19,043 --> 00:56:20,169
You told me.
1201
00:56:21,045 --> 00:56:22,922
- I did?
- Yeah.
1202
00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:27,592
Wow. I am drunk.
1203
00:56:27,593 --> 00:56:31,346
I'm borderline not cu...
cute drunk.
1204
00:56:31,347 --> 00:56:33,389
- I'm gonna crash. I have to.
- No, no.
1205
00:56:33,390 --> 00:56:35,141
No, I don't...
I don't think you're allowed to.
1206
00:56:35,142 --> 00:56:36,936
Why?
1207
00:56:38,062 --> 00:56:39,188
I am. I'm in bad shape.
1208
00:56:40,981 --> 00:56:42,440
Where are you going?
1209
00:56:42,441 --> 00:56:44,192
We got pizza in like 20 minutes.
It'll be ready soon.
1210
00:56:44,193 --> 00:56:45,778
Wake me up for it.
1211
00:56:57,957 --> 00:56:59,208
Shit.
1212
00:57:13,514 --> 00:57:15,516
Where do you think you're going?
1213
00:57:16,058 --> 00:57:17,851
I didn't think
you were coming back.
1214
00:57:17,852 --> 00:57:19,353
I'm not tired yet.
1215
00:57:20,187 --> 00:57:22,523
Ooh, and I'm starving.
Wanna turn the oven back on?
1216
00:57:23,732 --> 00:57:24,900
He was out.
1217
00:57:25,484 --> 00:57:27,777
I had to take his shoes off
and everything.
1218
00:57:27,778 --> 00:57:29,445
Lightweight.
1219
00:57:29,446 --> 00:57:30,864
I think he was
just really excited
1220
00:57:30,865 --> 00:57:32,324
to hang out with you tonight.
1221
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:36,619
- You want a drink?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, sure. Thanks.
1222
00:57:39,665 --> 00:57:40,748
Mm...
1223
00:57:40,749 --> 00:57:42,208
Vodka soda?
1224
00:57:42,209 --> 00:57:43,836
- Yep.
- Okay.
1225
00:58:04,940 --> 00:58:06,150
Nice.
1226
00:58:07,484 --> 00:58:08,651
All right.
1227
00:58:08,652 --> 00:58:10,154
- Cheers.
- Cheers.
1228
00:58:24,084 --> 00:58:25,919
So, how are girls?
1229
00:58:25,920 --> 00:58:27,171
There aren't any.
1230
00:58:48,359 --> 00:58:50,819
- We're not gonna do this.
- I know.
1231
00:59:58,053 --> 01:00:01,347
Tim, I'm working on a new
storyline for... for a book.
1232
01:00:01,348 --> 01:00:02,683
I'm listening.
1233
01:00:04,435 --> 01:00:05,477
Erm...
1234
01:00:06,812 --> 01:00:08,063
Hypothetically,
1235
01:00:09,148 --> 01:00:10,399
in the book, er...
1236
01:00:11,483 --> 01:00:14,068
the love of your life
1237
01:00:14,069 --> 01:00:15,945
is dating another guy
and that other guy
1238
01:00:15,946 --> 01:00:18,699
happens to be your best friend,
what do you do?
1239
01:00:19,450 --> 01:00:20,575
Kill him.
1240
01:00:20,576 --> 01:00:21,744
Okay.
1241
01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:24,537
Any other questions?
1242
01:00:24,538 --> 01:00:26,664
No, it's okay.
1243
01:00:26,665 --> 01:00:29,542
I'm going for lunch.
1244
01:00:29,543 --> 01:00:32,046
- It's 10:30.
- Yup.
1245
01:00:47,478 --> 01:00:48,812
We need to talk.
1246
01:00:56,195 --> 01:00:57,278
I can barely remember
last night.
1247
01:00:57,279 --> 01:00:58,614
Listen, we were hammered.
Don't--
1248
01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:00,406
That's... that's the only reason
why it happened.
1249
01:01:00,407 --> 01:01:01,533
Yeah, definitely.
1250
01:01:03,410 --> 01:01:06,246
We're just friends. That's it.
It was a drunken mistake.
1251
01:01:07,623 --> 01:01:08,665
Totally.
1252
01:01:09,666 --> 01:01:12,377
I don't even think we should
even mention it to...
1253
01:01:12,378 --> 01:01:14,670
Yeah, and it's never
going to happen again.
1254
01:01:14,671 --> 01:01:15,839
Never.
1255
01:01:17,007 --> 01:01:18,133
Yeah.
1256
01:01:22,471 --> 01:01:23,514
Okay.
1257
01:01:48,205 --> 01:01:50,832
Johnny rationalised
he had no choice.
1258
01:01:50,833 --> 01:01:52,333
He had to see,
1259
01:01:52,334 --> 01:01:54,252
because this
was bigger than him,
1260
01:01:54,253 --> 01:01:56,755
and Jack would eventually
go back to being Jack.
1261
01:01:57,464 --> 01:01:59,048
He knew it wasn't right
on a human level,
1262
01:01:59,049 --> 01:02:01,801
but on a soul level,
1263
01:02:01,802 --> 01:02:03,429
she was everything
he'd ever wanted.
1264
01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:07,056
There's something
so mysterious
1265
01:02:07,057 --> 01:02:09,892
In how you hold your gaze
1266
01:02:09,893 --> 01:02:12,353
Makes me wanna
get close to you
1267
01:02:12,354 --> 01:02:14,148
To your embrace
1268
01:02:14,523 --> 01:02:18,818
I wonder if you feel it too,
or is it just me?
1269
01:02:18,819 --> 01:02:24,449
There's so much more to you
I wanna get to see
1270
01:02:24,450 --> 01:02:30,456
Oh, sometimes
you can just tell...
1271
01:02:31,206 --> 01:02:32,416
Hello.
1272
01:02:33,834 --> 01:02:35,585
They never talked
about Jack.
1273
01:02:35,586 --> 01:02:37,212
Only existing with each other.
1274
01:02:38,130 --> 01:02:40,339
To look at it in the light
would be too much.
1275
01:02:41,967 --> 01:02:44,385
Can we keep it personal?
1276
01:02:44,386 --> 01:02:46,512
Can we keep it close?
1277
01:02:46,513 --> 01:02:48,639
I wanna feel close to you,
baby
1278
01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:50,766
I wanna get to know you
1279
01:02:50,767 --> 01:02:53,227
You tell me
all your secrets
1280
01:02:53,228 --> 01:02:55,438
I'll tell you all my dreams
1281
01:02:55,439 --> 01:02:57,733
I wanna get to know you
1282
01:02:58,317 --> 01:03:00,443
Do you wanna
get to know me?
1283
01:03:00,444 --> 01:03:02,528
Can we keep it personal?
1284
01:03:02,529 --> 01:03:04,238
Can we keep it close?
1285
01:03:04,239 --> 01:03:06,324
I wanna feel close to you,
baby
1286
01:03:06,325 --> 01:03:08,535
I wanna get to know you
1287
01:03:09,369 --> 01:03:13,624
You tell me all your secrets
I'll tell you all my dreams
1288
01:03:14,333 --> 01:03:16,584
I wanna get to know you
1289
01:03:16,585 --> 01:03:18,753
Do you wanna
get to know me?
1290
01:03:18,754 --> 01:03:21,298
I think I'm in love
with two people.
1291
01:03:23,258 --> 01:03:24,968
I've never been in love
with less than two people.
1292
01:03:26,011 --> 01:03:27,179
Can you make it a throuple?
1293
01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:29,765
This is hard for me.
1294
01:03:30,516 --> 01:03:32,725
Okay, that won't work,
unless they're bi.
1295
01:03:32,726 --> 01:03:34,144
Are they bi?
1296
01:03:34,770 --> 01:03:36,188
Okay. That won't work.
1297
01:03:37,064 --> 01:03:39,107
The throuple I was in,
everyone just fucked everyone.
1298
01:03:42,361 --> 01:03:43,862
I feel terrible.
1299
01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:47,573
Okay.
1300
01:03:47,574 --> 01:03:48,909
Look...
1301
01:03:51,036 --> 01:03:52,412
here's the actual question:
1302
01:03:53,539 --> 01:03:55,040
Who do you like yourself
better around?
1303
01:03:58,001 --> 01:03:59,127
There's no better.
1304
01:03:59,795 --> 01:04:01,046
There's just different.
1305
01:04:03,131 --> 01:04:06,218
Saying no to a life,
and you wanna say yes to both.
1306
01:04:07,594 --> 01:04:08,845
I do not miss that.
1307
01:04:19,064 --> 01:04:21,400
Can I ask you something?
- Yeah, what's up?
1308
01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:23,609
Jillian.
1309
01:04:23,610 --> 01:04:24,860
See you guys tomorrow.
1310
01:04:24,861 --> 01:04:26,362
Stay 100--
1311
01:04:26,363 --> 01:04:28,031
I haven't been in a relationship
in so long,
1312
01:04:29,116 --> 01:04:30,367
but the sex is changing.
1313
01:04:31,785 --> 01:04:33,036
How do you mean?
1314
01:04:34,121 --> 01:04:35,163
Well...
1315
01:04:35,872 --> 01:04:38,125
When we started, it was good.
It was consistent.
1316
01:04:40,335 --> 01:04:42,087
- Now...
- It's less, yeah?
1317
01:04:42,838 --> 01:04:44,547
That happens. Post...
post-honeymoon stuff.
1318
01:04:44,548 --> 01:04:47,091
No, it's not that.
1319
01:04:47,092 --> 01:04:49,885
We're actually having more sex
now, and it's amazing.
1320
01:04:49,886 --> 01:04:52,555
Really connected.
Like way wilder.
1321
01:04:52,556 --> 01:04:54,265
Everything's on the table.
1322
01:04:54,266 --> 01:04:56,518
- Really?
- Everything.
1323
01:04:57,603 --> 01:04:58,895
Is that normal?
1324
01:05:00,147 --> 01:05:01,772
Er...
1325
01:05:01,773 --> 01:05:03,691
I mean, yeah, it can be.
Have you... have you asked her
1326
01:05:03,692 --> 01:05:04,985
what's going on?
1327
01:05:06,028 --> 01:05:07,321
No.
1328
01:05:08,739 --> 01:05:11,949
No, I... I think it's just going
deeper has... has opened
1329
01:05:11,950 --> 01:05:14,202
things up
to a whole other level.
1330
01:05:16,496 --> 01:05:19,750
Which is weird, because I never
actually thought that happened.
1331
01:05:21,668 --> 01:05:22,919
Especially not for me.
1332
01:05:27,257 --> 01:05:28,550
I love that for you, mate.
1333
01:05:30,302 --> 01:05:32,095
Cheers.
1334
01:05:35,766 --> 01:05:37,558
It had reached
a breaking point,
1335
01:05:37,559 --> 01:05:38,894
as these things must,
1336
01:05:39,936 --> 01:05:42,648
and Johnny loved his friend
too much to continue.
1337
01:05:44,858 --> 01:05:46,233
He knew he had to end it.
1338
01:05:52,449 --> 01:05:56,620
Tell me you wait
for me to say
1339
01:05:58,121 --> 01:06:02,167
Tell me you wait for me
to say the time is right
1340
01:06:03,627 --> 01:06:07,631
Tell me you
wait for me to say
1341
01:06:08,924 --> 01:06:13,762
Tell me you wait for me
to say the time is right
1342
01:06:17,557 --> 01:06:19,267
To someone
1343
01:06:29,194 --> 01:06:30,529
Imagine...
1344
01:06:40,789 --> 01:06:42,123
What are you doing?
1345
01:06:42,124 --> 01:06:43,291
He's still home.
1346
01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:45,876
Go in and close the curtains.
1347
01:06:45,877 --> 01:06:48,171
I... I never do that.
1348
01:06:49,005 --> 01:06:50,257
It's our thing.
1349
01:06:51,717 --> 01:06:54,176
We can't keep doing this.
1350
01:06:54,177 --> 01:06:56,138
You with both of us.
I can't take it anymore.
1351
01:06:58,348 --> 01:06:59,391
I know.
1352
01:07:00,267 --> 01:07:01,351
Me, neither.
1353
01:07:03,019 --> 01:07:05,272
- Okay.
- Listen, I was...
1354
01:07:06,064 --> 01:07:08,065
I was all set to walk away,
not even ten minutes ago,
1355
01:07:08,066 --> 01:07:09,775
when I texted you.
1356
01:07:09,776 --> 01:07:11,486
And then I saw this old couple.
1357
01:07:17,117 --> 01:07:18,160
Look...
1358
01:07:19,244 --> 01:07:22,079
in the end, it's just you
and the person you love.
1359
01:07:22,080 --> 01:07:23,789
That's it.
That's all that matters.
1360
01:07:23,790 --> 01:07:25,291
Fuck.
1361
01:07:25,292 --> 01:07:26,917
You were the last person
that I wish it was,
1362
01:07:26,918 --> 01:07:28,252
but I know.
1363
01:07:28,253 --> 01:07:29,712
I know.
1364
01:07:29,713 --> 01:07:31,672
Jillian, I'm totally in love
with you.
1365
01:07:31,673 --> 01:07:33,674
And I need to know
if you feel the same.
1366
01:07:33,675 --> 01:07:35,844
- Johnny--
- No, no, "Johnny."
1367
01:07:36,595 --> 01:07:37,970
Do you love me?
1368
01:07:40,474 --> 01:07:43,101
- Your phone. You should--
- Fuck my phone. Do you love me?
1369
01:07:50,734 --> 01:07:52,068
Yes.
1370
01:07:58,158 --> 01:08:00,285
Tell me you wait for me
to say...
1371
01:08:06,374 --> 01:08:07,917
I think you should
check that now.
1372
01:08:09,711 --> 01:08:13,548
Tell me you wait
for me to say
1373
01:08:15,133 --> 01:08:19,596
Tell me you wait for me
to say the time is right
1374
01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:21,932
I'm having a baby.
1375
01:08:23,892 --> 01:08:25,060
To someone
1376
01:08:31,441 --> 01:08:32,692
We're not doing this.
1377
01:08:38,365 --> 01:08:39,407
I know.
1378
01:08:42,577 --> 01:08:43,954
And that was that.
1379
01:08:45,205 --> 01:08:46,831
In the months to come,
1380
01:08:46,832 --> 01:08:48,541
Johnny was tossed into
the all-encompassing
1381
01:08:48,542 --> 01:08:49,960
sea of baby.
1382
01:08:50,961 --> 01:08:52,628
He put aside his feelings
for Jillian
1383
01:08:52,629 --> 01:08:55,130
as an infatuation caused
by the fear
1384
01:08:55,131 --> 01:08:56,716
of impending fatherhood.
1385
01:08:57,384 --> 01:08:59,970
Jillian hurled herself
back into Jack,
1386
01:09:00,595 --> 01:09:03,347
realising her affair was driven
by her fear of being trapped
1387
01:09:03,348 --> 01:09:04,683
in one place.
1388
01:09:05,892 --> 01:09:07,227
Moving past that,
1389
01:09:07,894 --> 01:09:10,604
their relationship became
everything it had been.
1390
01:09:10,605 --> 01:09:12,274
And more.
1391
01:09:12,858 --> 01:09:15,026
It was as if Johnny
had never happened.
1392
01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:23,159
- I think I'm gonna take a bath.
- Okay. Sounds nice.
1393
01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:25,662
Do you wanna take a bath?
1394
01:09:26,997 --> 01:09:28,039
Yeah.
1395
01:09:29,291 --> 01:09:31,750
- Yeah.
- Good.
1396
01:09:31,751 --> 01:09:33,503
She looks like you
when she's sleeping.
1397
01:09:35,755 --> 01:09:37,298
- Does she?
- Yeah, after a--
1398
01:09:37,299 --> 01:09:38,883
- Do you watch me when I sleep?
- After a few...
1399
01:09:38,884 --> 01:09:40,010
after a few drinks.
1400
01:09:44,014 --> 01:09:47,267
- How come I've got the pink one?
- Do you wanna swap?
1401
01:10:01,615 --> 01:10:02,657
Mm!
1402
01:10:03,241 --> 01:10:04,367
God, I needed that.
1403
01:10:05,201 --> 01:10:06,577
Yeah, me, too.
1404
01:10:06,578 --> 01:10:09,538
A year is way too long
to not have sex.
1405
01:10:09,539 --> 01:10:11,040
Hey, that was your call.
1406
01:10:11,041 --> 01:10:12,708
We could've been doing this
whole time.
1407
01:10:12,709 --> 01:10:16,713
Okay. Yeah, my bad.
I take full responsibility.
1408
01:10:18,340 --> 01:10:20,299
I think we've made
a terrible mistake.
1409
01:10:20,300 --> 01:10:24,262
- What?
- No, not... no, not the sex.
1410
01:10:25,096 --> 01:10:26,139
This.
1411
01:10:26,932 --> 01:10:29,768
This was right in front of us
the whole time.
1412
01:10:31,478 --> 01:10:33,187
And I always thought it was
about this bolt of lightning,
1413
01:10:33,188 --> 01:10:34,564
but I was wrong. I've...
1414
01:10:35,649 --> 01:10:37,232
I've always been the kind of guy
1415
01:10:37,233 --> 01:10:42,072
who decides his grass is
never... never green enough.
1416
01:10:43,406 --> 01:10:45,200
But what I really needed was
something that could...
1417
01:10:45,784 --> 01:10:47,077
hold me in place. I mean,
1418
01:10:47,911 --> 01:10:49,495
something that I could
grow into,
1419
01:10:49,496 --> 01:10:53,583
because that's the only way
that you can get deeper.
1420
01:10:54,626 --> 01:10:56,920
I mean, you and me, Olivia.
1421
01:10:59,130 --> 01:11:02,258
This just feels right.
Doesn't this just feel right?
1422
01:11:04,260 --> 01:11:06,304
I think we should just
get back together.
1423
01:11:07,931 --> 01:11:09,349
Okay. Right.
1424
01:11:12,185 --> 01:11:14,395
You're a dreamer, right?
1425
01:11:14,396 --> 01:11:15,980
And there's nothing
wrong with it.
1426
01:11:15,981 --> 01:11:17,272
It's actually what I really
loved about you
1427
01:11:17,273 --> 01:11:18,607
when we dated.
1428
01:11:18,608 --> 01:11:20,275
But, like, the person
that I am now,
1429
01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:23,153
like I'm a mum, and I just...
1430
01:11:23,154 --> 01:11:25,073
it's, I don't feel like
it's for me anymore.
1431
01:11:28,910 --> 01:11:30,161
There's nothing wrong with it.
1432
01:11:31,705 --> 01:11:32,998
It's just not for me.
1433
01:11:35,166 --> 01:11:36,251
Is that okay?
1434
01:11:38,128 --> 01:11:39,421
Completely. Listen, I'm...
1435
01:11:40,672 --> 01:11:42,339
I totally understand
not settling for someone
1436
01:11:42,340 --> 01:11:43,717
who isn't quite right.
1437
01:11:47,637 --> 01:11:49,346
Jack and Johnny
still linked up
1438
01:11:49,347 --> 01:11:51,807
for the occasional
workout session,
1439
01:11:51,808 --> 01:11:53,559
but for the most part,
1440
01:11:53,560 --> 01:11:55,728
their lives had
naturally drifted,
1441
01:11:55,729 --> 01:11:57,771
as friends' lives do
when one has a child
1442
01:11:57,772 --> 01:11:58,856
and the other does not.
1443
01:11:58,857 --> 01:12:00,482
Wow.
1444
01:12:00,483 --> 01:12:03,027
Johnny chooses Uber Exec?
I'm proud of you, mate.
1445
01:12:03,028 --> 01:12:04,528
Come on, man,
it's your birthday,
1446
01:12:04,529 --> 01:12:05,821
and I know you're allergic
to anything less.
1447
01:12:05,822 --> 01:12:07,406
Yeah.
1448
01:12:07,407 --> 01:12:08,949
Jillian's got a couple
of single friends coming.
1449
01:12:08,950 --> 01:12:10,492
- Oh yeah?
- Yeah.
1450
01:12:10,493 --> 01:12:12,370
Yeah. Well, you're not gonna
like him.
1451
01:12:13,872 --> 01:12:15,414
Seriously, though, I'm glad
you made it out.
1452
01:12:15,415 --> 01:12:16,957
It's been too long
since we've done the thing.
1453
01:12:16,958 --> 01:12:18,625
Come on, man,
I wouldn't miss it.
1454
01:12:18,626 --> 01:12:20,461
- You ready to do the thing?
- Let's do the thing.
1455
01:12:20,462 --> 01:12:23,505
Say it ain't so,
say it ain't so
1456
01:12:23,506 --> 01:12:25,300
- Rick Steve Dave.
- Johnny.
1457
01:12:26,509 --> 01:12:30,262
No you can't stop
them kids to grow
1458
01:12:34,142 --> 01:12:38,188
I know you're scared
to find yourself alone
1459
01:12:40,065 --> 01:12:41,690
Right, I'm gonna grab us
some more drinks, then.
1460
01:12:41,691 --> 01:12:43,400
No, no, no, no. You sit down.
It's your birthday.
1461
01:12:43,401 --> 01:12:44,903
- I'll go.
- No, no, no.
1462
01:12:49,783 --> 01:12:51,200
Mm...
1463
01:12:51,201 --> 01:12:54,578
Chances of him coming back
quickly are slim.
1464
01:12:54,579 --> 01:12:56,206
So many friends to say hi to.
1465
01:12:57,290 --> 01:12:59,000
- Some things never change.
- Yeah.
1466
01:13:01,711 --> 01:13:02,962
How've you been?
1467
01:13:04,798 --> 01:13:05,924
Good.
1468
01:13:06,800 --> 01:13:08,884
Good, really good. Yeah. You?
1469
01:13:08,885 --> 01:13:14,349
Yeah, good. Baby thing's
fucking crazy, but...
1470
01:13:15,683 --> 01:13:17,142
Yeah, I think... I think
as we get older,
1471
01:13:17,143 --> 01:13:19,979
we kind of
lose our sense of wonder a bit.
1472
01:13:21,231 --> 01:13:24,108
But having a kid, I've kind of
rediscovered the magic
1473
01:13:24,109 --> 01:13:25,400
in the littlest things.
1474
01:13:25,401 --> 01:13:27,820
- Mm.
- So, like, the colour blue
1475
01:13:27,821 --> 01:13:28,988
is amazing now.
1476
01:13:29,948 --> 01:13:32,909
Yeah, it's really inspired
the writing, too. It's...
1477
01:13:34,953 --> 01:13:35,995
I love that.
1478
01:13:39,249 --> 01:13:40,750
I used to have a different muse.
1479
01:13:42,627 --> 01:13:43,836
- Oh yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
1480
01:13:43,837 --> 01:13:44,963
Mm.
1481
01:13:46,589 --> 01:13:47,632
Bill the dog.
1482
01:13:48,842 --> 01:13:50,093
Used to really inspire me.
1483
01:13:55,181 --> 01:13:56,266
But he's been supplanted now.
1484
01:13:57,058 --> 01:13:58,560
- There you go, my love.
- Thanks. Cheers.
1485
01:14:03,064 --> 01:14:04,773
You seem really happy.
1486
01:14:04,774 --> 01:14:07,401
- I am. Yeah.
- Good.
1487
01:14:07,402 --> 01:14:09,987
- Good. I'm glad to hear it.
- Thank you.
1488
01:14:09,988 --> 01:14:12,240
But sitting
next to her, he knew,
1489
01:14:12,824 --> 01:14:14,783
no matter what he tried
to tell himself,
1490
01:14:14,784 --> 01:14:16,660
he was in love with her,
1491
01:14:16,661 --> 01:14:19,831
even though he'd never
act on it again.
1492
01:14:30,175 --> 01:14:31,509
Hey, babe.
1493
01:14:32,969 --> 01:14:34,053
Fuck.
1494
01:14:35,138 --> 01:14:36,347
What, what's up?
1495
01:14:37,432 --> 01:14:38,683
Fuck.
1496
01:14:41,769 --> 01:14:43,062
Are you okay?
1497
01:14:49,277 --> 01:14:50,694
I know you both too well.
1498
01:14:50,695 --> 01:14:52,530
What are you talking about?
1499
01:15:06,169 --> 01:15:07,212
How long?
1500
01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:10,255
Mate, what are you
talking about?
1501
01:15:10,256 --> 01:15:11,882
You guys are fucking each other.
How long?
1502
01:15:11,883 --> 01:15:13,218
That is crazy.
1503
01:15:14,093 --> 01:15:15,929
- We're not fucking.
- Don't fucking lie.
1504
01:15:18,348 --> 01:15:19,599
Please.
1505
01:15:22,060 --> 01:15:23,311
It happened once,
1506
01:15:24,771 --> 01:15:26,105
a long time ago.
1507
01:15:27,273 --> 01:15:28,358
We were wasted.
1508
01:15:29,275 --> 01:15:32,069
I was... I was freaking out.
I was freaking about the kid.
1509
01:15:32,070 --> 01:15:34,322
- It was stupid.
- And we said never again.
1510
01:15:35,114 --> 01:15:37,158
Well, clearly
that didn't stick, did it?
1511
01:15:39,369 --> 01:15:40,912
It's been over for a long time.
1512
01:15:43,498 --> 01:15:45,458
Did he have you read
his short story?
1513
01:15:47,043 --> 01:15:48,377
Let me guess, you loved it.
1514
01:15:48,378 --> 01:15:50,380
He loves a girl
who loves his work.
1515
01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:54,175
- Jack, listen--
- Fuck off, Johnny.
1516
01:15:57,387 --> 01:15:58,805
Fuck off.
1517
01:16:13,861 --> 01:16:16,281
- Jack, I don't--
- Wait. Hang on.
1518
01:16:21,661 --> 01:16:24,289
Wha... When?
1519
01:16:27,292 --> 01:16:29,877
It was the night we had dinner
when Brooke left early.
1520
01:16:33,131 --> 01:16:34,965
That's when you consummated.
When did it start?
1521
01:16:34,966 --> 01:16:36,425
When did you know
that you wanted him?
1522
01:16:36,426 --> 01:16:37,552
I didn't.
1523
01:16:38,136 --> 01:16:39,594
I didn't. It just happened.
1524
01:16:39,595 --> 01:16:41,097
These things don't just happen.
1525
01:16:42,390 --> 01:16:44,391
There's a point. You sense it.
1526
01:16:44,392 --> 01:16:46,310
You can either walk towards it
or walk away from it.
1527
01:16:46,311 --> 01:16:47,602
And I walked away from it.
1528
01:16:47,603 --> 01:16:48,937
I did.
1529
01:16:48,938 --> 01:16:50,064
Until you didn't.
1530
01:16:52,233 --> 01:16:54,235
The gravitational pull
of "I'm not supposed to."
1531
01:16:58,114 --> 01:17:01,199
So, all this then,
between us, isn't--
1532
01:17:01,200 --> 01:17:02,327
No.
1533
01:17:03,119 --> 01:17:04,329
It is.
1534
01:17:10,460 --> 01:17:11,502
I love you.
1535
01:17:13,838 --> 01:17:15,089
And I'm so sorry.
1536
01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:20,678
We can...
we can talk about this.
1537
01:17:23,389 --> 01:17:24,849
Let's just talk about this.
1538
01:17:26,768 --> 01:17:28,478
You just... you need to tell me,
1539
01:17:30,688 --> 01:17:32,982
tell me what I need to do
to make it better.
1540
01:17:35,568 --> 01:17:36,944
I don't think I can...
1541
01:17:39,739 --> 01:17:40,823
I don't...
1542
01:17:41,908 --> 01:17:42,950
We're done.
1543
01:17:47,497 --> 01:17:48,539
Oh...
1544
01:17:54,545 --> 01:17:56,463
- Just hit me.
- Fuck off.
1545
01:17:56,464 --> 01:17:59,674
I'm so sorry. It just happened.
It was like a lightning bolt.
1546
01:17:59,675 --> 01:18:01,636
Like a lightning bolt?
1547
01:18:04,514 --> 01:18:05,807
Remember when you two first met?
1548
01:18:06,766 --> 01:18:08,601
Something in you knew
that she and I...
1549
01:18:10,186 --> 01:18:11,311
You told me
she was my perfect match.
1550
01:18:11,312 --> 01:18:13,563
Sorry, so...
so this is my fault?
1551
01:18:13,564 --> 01:18:15,315
Jack, that's not what I mean.
That's not--
1552
01:18:15,316 --> 01:18:16,942
I came to you for fucking help
with my relationship.
1553
01:18:16,943 --> 01:18:19,862
You were my confidante,
my best friend,
1554
01:18:20,488 --> 01:18:22,448
and you were fucking her
behind my back.
1555
01:18:29,872 --> 01:18:31,207
Do you know
what the sad thing is?
1556
01:18:32,083 --> 01:18:35,877
Is that in a month, or three,
or six, you'll wake up one day
1557
01:18:35,878 --> 01:18:37,379
and you'll decide
whoever you're with
1558
01:18:37,380 --> 01:18:40,258
isn't your soulmate.
And you'll move on.
1559
01:18:43,511 --> 01:18:45,388
Well, you won't have me
to come fucking crying to.
1560
01:18:51,227 --> 01:18:52,270
Jack.
1561
01:18:53,312 --> 01:18:54,355
Jack?
1562
01:21:14,579 --> 01:21:15,413
Jack!
1563
01:22:11,844 --> 01:22:14,013
- Hey, are you okay?
- Yeah, yeah, I'm good.
1564
01:22:15,598 --> 01:22:16,432
Okay.
1565
01:22:24,273 --> 01:22:26,525
- Are you crying?
- No. No.
1566
01:22:28,611 --> 01:22:29,528
Allergies.
1567
01:22:30,363 --> 01:22:31,905
All of a sudden, I start crying.
1568
01:22:31,906 --> 01:22:35,158
Don't laugh.
1569
01:22:35,159 --> 01:22:36,493
I'm really fucked up.
1570
01:22:36,494 --> 01:22:38,037
Just sounds like
you're a person.
1571
01:22:38,788 --> 01:22:40,747
She's the one I feel sorry for.
1572
01:22:40,748 --> 01:22:42,123
She didn't do anything
to deserve
1573
01:22:42,124 --> 01:22:44,209
a weeping one-night stand.
1574
01:22:44,210 --> 01:22:46,253
Go cry in the bathroom
like every other girl.
1575
01:22:47,546 --> 01:22:50,006
You just might not be
a "doin' the thing"
1576
01:22:50,007 --> 01:22:51,424
kind of guy anymore.
1577
01:22:51,425 --> 01:22:53,219
Yeah, maybe not.
1578
01:22:54,053 --> 01:22:55,595
God, Johnny would be
on the floor over this one.
1579
01:22:55,596 --> 01:22:57,847
Yeah, well,
he's a piece of shit.
1580
01:22:57,848 --> 01:23:00,142
- Who you're still friends with.
- I'm Switzerland.
1581
01:23:01,185 --> 01:23:03,604
Just remember,
all relationships end badly.
1582
01:23:04,438 --> 01:23:05,690
Except for one.
1583
01:23:07,024 --> 01:23:09,943
And eventually even that one
ends badly, so...
1584
01:23:09,944 --> 01:23:11,195
How are you and Rick Steve Dave?
1585
01:23:12,655 --> 01:23:13,698
I think we're gonna get married.
1586
01:23:15,574 --> 01:23:18,160
- Switzerland.
- Switzerland.
1587
01:23:43,477 --> 01:23:44,979
Fucking burn the boats.
1588
01:23:46,272 --> 01:23:47,815
Burn the fucking boats.
1589
01:23:53,487 --> 01:23:54,697
Just fucking get to work.
1590
01:23:55,531 --> 01:23:57,116
Just get to fucking work, yeah?
1591
01:24:25,519 --> 01:24:27,353
Jillian had lied to herself
1592
01:24:27,354 --> 01:24:30,607
to absolve herself of
her deeply buried intentions,
1593
01:24:30,608 --> 01:24:32,066
the way we do
when we want things
1594
01:24:32,067 --> 01:24:33,652
we don't want to want.
1595
01:24:35,404 --> 01:24:37,072
She realised Jack was right.
1596
01:24:38,282 --> 01:24:39,825
She hadn't walked away from it.
1597
01:24:41,368 --> 01:24:42,828
She'd walked towards it.
1598
01:24:45,122 --> 01:24:48,082
- Hi.
- Hi.
1599
01:24:48,083 --> 01:24:50,376
And with nothing
standing between them,
1600
01:24:50,377 --> 01:24:52,504
Johnny fell totally
into Jillian.
1601
01:24:52,505 --> 01:24:54,048
And she into him.
1602
01:24:55,841 --> 01:24:57,051
I'm just happy.
1603
01:24:58,010 --> 01:25:00,053
I'm really happy.
1604
01:25:00,054 --> 01:25:01,263
You know what that's like?
1605
01:25:04,892 --> 01:25:06,644
I'm reading here, man.
1606
01:25:09,605 --> 01:25:11,148
And Jillian was happy, too.
1607
01:25:12,274 --> 01:25:13,901
Often deliriously so.
1608
01:25:15,152 --> 01:25:17,655
In Johnny, she'd found a poetry
she hadn't known.
1609
01:25:20,282 --> 01:25:21,742
Hey!
1610
01:25:24,203 --> 01:25:26,204
Johnny had lost
his best friend.
1611
01:25:26,205 --> 01:25:28,040
He missed him terribly.
1612
01:25:28,749 --> 01:25:30,584
But he got
what he always wanted.
1613
01:25:31,168 --> 01:25:33,170
And for him, that was worth it.
1614
01:25:34,088 --> 01:25:36,130
He really was
who he said he was.
1615
01:26:05,327 --> 01:26:06,829
I heard it's fire.
1616
01:26:07,705 --> 01:26:09,582
Gonna try
and get him to do a reading.
1617
01:26:34,773 --> 01:26:36,357
Here's a big one,
here's a big one.
1618
01:26:36,358 --> 01:26:38,068
Oh, yes.
- There you go.
1619
01:26:39,069 --> 01:26:40,445
Be good.
1620
01:26:40,446 --> 01:26:41,614
Thank you.
1621
01:26:43,616 --> 01:26:44,617
Ready?
1622
01:27:32,957 --> 01:27:34,749
- Hi, babe.
- Hi.
1623
01:27:34,750 --> 01:27:36,626
So, Wheels was right.
1624
01:27:36,627 --> 01:27:38,294
They are opening up
that new place,
1625
01:27:38,295 --> 01:27:40,838
and he said he'd push them
if I wanted the job.
1626
01:27:40,839 --> 01:27:43,550
But I... I told him
I could never leave him.
1627
01:27:46,512 --> 01:27:48,013
- You all right?
- Hmm?
1628
01:27:48,847 --> 01:27:50,724
Yeah, no, I'm fine. I'm just...
I'm just in it.
1629
01:27:55,688 --> 01:27:58,691
You wanna talk about it?
Whatever... whatever it is?
1630
01:28:00,150 --> 01:28:01,776
Nothing's... nothing's wrong.
There's nothing.
1631
01:28:01,777 --> 01:28:03,945
I'm... I'm fine. I'm just...
I'm just in it.
1632
01:28:03,946 --> 01:28:05,280
Just let me do my thing.
1633
01:28:07,449 --> 01:28:08,492
Okay.
1634
01:28:16,291 --> 01:28:17,876
Jack wrote a book.
1635
01:28:21,672 --> 01:28:22,922
Okay.
1636
01:28:22,923 --> 01:28:24,341
It got published.
1637
01:28:25,884 --> 01:28:27,845
- That's great.
- Yeah, it's great reviews.
1638
01:28:28,929 --> 01:28:30,014
That's fantastic.
1639
01:28:30,597 --> 01:28:31,932
Yeah, it is...
1640
01:28:33,434 --> 01:28:34,518
It's crazy.
1641
01:28:35,686 --> 01:28:37,229
I... I read it, and it's...
1642
01:28:38,814 --> 01:28:39,815
it's good.
1643
01:28:40,607 --> 01:28:42,234
It's really fucking good.
1644
01:28:51,452 --> 01:28:52,619
You knew.
1645
01:28:57,958 --> 01:28:59,209
Did you read it?
1646
01:29:01,086 --> 01:29:02,129
Mm-hmm.
1647
01:29:03,505 --> 01:29:04,757
Well, what did you think?
1648
01:29:06,258 --> 01:29:08,342
Yeah.
1649
01:29:08,343 --> 01:29:10,763
It's nuts,
and you're right, it...
1650
01:29:11,889 --> 01:29:13,182
it is really good.
1651
01:29:19,146 --> 01:29:20,355
Babe...
1652
01:29:21,315 --> 01:29:23,649
he wrote a novel.
1653
01:29:23,650 --> 01:29:25,277
He didn't write your novel.
1654
01:29:28,530 --> 01:29:30,156
You're right.
1655
01:29:30,157 --> 01:29:31,575
You're right, you're right.
You're totally right.
1656
01:29:35,704 --> 01:29:37,497
- Are you hungry?
- Mm. Yeah.
1657
01:29:37,498 --> 01:29:38,748
I'm hungry.
1658
01:29:38,749 --> 01:29:41,460
Mm. So...
1659
01:29:42,044 --> 01:29:44,337
I've officially closed Summit,
1660
01:29:44,338 --> 01:29:47,215
and they're gonna rent out
the whole hotel, which is crazy.
1661
01:29:47,216 --> 01:29:48,758
Corporate's loving me.
1662
01:29:48,759 --> 01:29:51,302
It's gonna be a couple
of very late nights,
1663
01:29:51,303 --> 01:29:52,970
but you have to come
'cause it's actually gonna be
1664
01:29:52,971 --> 01:29:54,263
really cool.
1665
01:29:54,264 --> 01:29:55,681
- More wine?
- Oh, yeah, please.
1666
01:29:55,682 --> 01:29:56,850
Okay.
1667
01:30:04,108 --> 01:30:05,734
So, why didn't...
why didn't you tell me?
1668
01:30:14,284 --> 01:30:15,953
Why didn't you tell me
that you read his book?
1669
01:30:19,456 --> 01:30:20,748
I don't know.
1670
01:30:20,749 --> 01:30:22,960
- Did he send it to you?
- No.
1671
01:30:24,294 --> 01:30:27,464
No, I haven't spoken to him
since... you know.
1672
01:30:33,554 --> 01:30:35,556
Johnny, I love you.
1673
01:30:36,390 --> 01:30:37,765
Ah, but you fell in love with me
1674
01:30:37,766 --> 01:30:38,933
because of the story
that I wrote.
1675
01:30:38,934 --> 01:30:40,060
No.
1676
01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:44,480
I fell in love with you.
1677
01:30:44,481 --> 01:30:46,941
That story was from years ago.
1678
01:30:46,942 --> 01:30:50,153
I love the person I'm with now.
1679
01:30:50,154 --> 01:30:51,362
The writing stuff
doesn't matter to me.
1680
01:30:51,363 --> 01:30:52,822
Well, it matters to me.
1681
01:30:52,823 --> 01:30:54,282
If you don't get that,
you don't get me.
1682
01:30:54,283 --> 01:30:55,659
I do get you.
1683
01:30:56,702 --> 01:30:58,286
You're a romantic, with me
1684
01:30:58,287 --> 01:30:59,787
and the way
that you see the world.
1685
01:30:59,788 --> 01:31:01,956
No, I'm a writer.
That is who I am.
1686
01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:03,499
I don't think
that's what defines you.
1687
01:31:03,500 --> 01:31:04,918
You can't understand
1688
01:31:05,294 --> 01:31:06,587
because you've never done
anything you've cared about.
1689
01:31:11,842 --> 01:31:13,426
I thought you're not
what you do.
1690
01:31:13,427 --> 01:31:14,678
Of course, you are.
1691
01:31:15,637 --> 01:31:19,015
Well, then I'm sorry,
but there is no writer Johnny.
1692
01:31:19,016 --> 01:31:20,767
Oh, fuck you.
1693
01:31:22,936 --> 01:31:24,979
You're as much a writer
as I am a photographer.
1694
01:31:24,980 --> 01:31:26,564
You just like the idea
of being one.
1695
01:31:31,236 --> 01:31:32,279
This isn't working.
1696
01:31:33,322 --> 01:31:34,865
I can't do this anymore.
1697
01:31:36,200 --> 01:31:37,868
Yeah? Why?
1698
01:31:38,368 --> 01:31:40,954
I need to focus
on finishing my book.
1699
01:31:41,747 --> 01:31:42,789
Mm.
1700
01:31:45,542 --> 01:31:46,585
Mm.
1701
01:32:04,853 --> 01:32:05,938
You could stop me.
1702
01:32:11,193 --> 01:32:12,277
Right.
1703
01:32:15,030 --> 01:32:17,448
You know, Jack...
1704
01:32:17,449 --> 01:32:19,076
Jack did all the right things.
1705
01:32:21,245 --> 01:32:22,537
You say all the right things.
1706
01:32:27,042 --> 01:32:29,461
I didn't realise he was saying
them, too, just differently.
1707
01:32:31,505 --> 01:32:32,547
You know your novel?
1708
01:32:35,467 --> 01:32:37,844
You've been on the same page
since I've known you.
1709
01:32:39,972 --> 01:32:41,640
And I didn't even care.
1710
01:33:06,957 --> 01:33:11,128
Tell me you wait
for me to say
1711
01:33:12,504 --> 01:33:16,925
Tell me you wait for me
to say the time is right
1712
01:33:18,176 --> 01:33:22,014
Tell me you wait
for me to say
1713
01:33:23,682 --> 01:33:28,020
Tell me you wait for me
to say the time is right
1714
01:33:32,399 --> 01:33:33,775
To someone
1715
01:33:47,581 --> 01:33:48,956
- All right, mate.
- All right, good to see you.
1716
01:33:48,957 --> 01:33:50,083
How are you?
1717
01:34:18,403 --> 01:34:19,820
You could still go after her.
1718
01:34:19,821 --> 01:34:21,239
It's been three months.
1719
01:34:21,782 --> 01:34:23,199
It's not actually that long,
1720
01:34:23,200 --> 01:34:24,576
if you two are supposed
to be together.
1721
01:34:25,577 --> 01:34:27,829
Ah, she just wasn't the one.
1722
01:34:28,955 --> 01:34:29,998
You're mad at her...
1723
01:34:30,791 --> 01:34:32,834
for accepting you
for who you are,
1724
01:34:33,668 --> 01:34:35,712
because it's not
how you wanna be seen.
1725
01:34:40,175 --> 01:34:41,927
How's Jack?
1726
01:34:46,473 --> 01:34:48,891
Listen, you know, if we'd
ended up getting married,
1727
01:34:48,892 --> 01:34:50,184
he'd have to...
1728
01:34:50,185 --> 01:34:52,062
It's more understandable.
1729
01:34:53,105 --> 01:34:54,188
Although that's kind
of bullshit, too.
1730
01:34:54,189 --> 01:34:55,398
You'd still be an arsehole.
1731
01:34:55,399 --> 01:34:57,441
- I was clumsy.
- No.
1732
01:34:57,442 --> 01:34:58,860
You were careless.
1733
01:35:00,028 --> 01:35:01,363
It's different.
1734
01:35:02,864 --> 01:35:04,156
I'm not a bad guy.
1735
01:35:04,157 --> 01:35:06,618
You're not, on the inside.
1736
01:35:12,958 --> 01:35:15,418
I've really
fucked it up, haven't I?
1737
01:35:15,419 --> 01:35:16,545
Yep.
1738
01:35:30,684 --> 01:35:32,435
Perfect.
1739
01:35:32,436 --> 01:35:34,854
Thank you so much for coming.
Thanks, Tim.
1740
01:35:34,855 --> 01:35:37,064
Erm, all right,
1741
01:35:37,065 --> 01:35:40,402
I'll jump into
the first chapter.
1742
01:35:49,327 --> 01:35:51,204
"This is the story of Jillian.
1743
01:35:52,247 --> 01:35:55,876
It's also the story of Jack,
and it's the story of Johnny.
1744
01:35:56,918 --> 01:35:58,587
Johnny was an aspiring writer.
1745
01:35:59,212 --> 01:36:00,629
When one of his short stories
was printed
1746
01:36:00,630 --> 01:36:02,339
in a prestigious magazine,
1747
01:36:02,340 --> 01:36:03,883
multiple publishers
became interested
1748
01:36:03,884 --> 01:36:05,050
in his first novel,
1749
01:36:05,051 --> 01:36:07,179
and so, he'd started writing it.
1750
01:36:08,054 --> 01:36:09,722
In the meantime,
he paid the bills
1751
01:36:09,723 --> 01:36:12,308
by working
at an independent bookshop.
1752
01:36:12,309 --> 01:36:13,726
Struggling didn't bother him,
because he knew
1753
01:36:13,727 --> 01:36:15,227
he'd found his calling,
1754
01:36:15,228 --> 01:36:17,104
and he knew his book
was gonna be great.
1755
01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,107
A serial monogamist
with a flair for the romantic,
1756
01:36:20,108 --> 01:36:23,235
he moved from quick infatuations
to devastating realisations
1757
01:36:23,236 --> 01:36:25,489
that each woman
wasn't 'the one.'
1758
01:36:26,281 --> 01:36:29,533
And Johnny could not stop
for anyone but 'the one,'
1759
01:36:29,534 --> 01:36:33,997
for what was the point of life
if not deep, true love?"
1760
01:36:44,674 --> 01:36:45,967
Jack.
1761
01:36:48,220 --> 01:36:49,262
Hey.
1762
01:36:52,224 --> 01:36:54,600
- How's it going?
- Good.
1763
01:36:54,601 --> 01:36:56,810
Yeah, doing the thing.
1764
01:36:56,811 --> 01:36:57,937
You?
1765
01:36:57,938 --> 01:36:59,605
Yeah, doing the thing.
1766
01:36:59,606 --> 01:37:01,107
Doing the thing, erm...
1767
01:37:01,900 --> 01:37:04,277
- I love the book.
- Oh, great. Thanks. Yeah.
1768
01:37:07,364 --> 01:37:09,449
Thanks for not making me
horrible in it.
1769
01:37:11,034 --> 01:37:12,201
Well...
1770
01:37:12,202 --> 01:37:15,413
it is a novel, loosely based.
1771
01:37:17,791 --> 01:37:19,417
Er, how's the...
how's the writing?
1772
01:37:20,710 --> 01:37:22,504
Yeah, it's... it's coming along.
1773
01:37:25,215 --> 01:37:26,466
Er, Jillian?
1774
01:37:27,551 --> 01:37:30,554
Didn't work out. Er, she moved.
1775
01:37:31,137 --> 01:37:34,682
Last I heard, she was running
some boutique hotel in Portugal.
1776
01:37:34,683 --> 01:37:37,601
Yeah. Onto her next adventure.
1777
01:37:37,602 --> 01:37:38,728
Makes sense.
1778
01:37:44,192 --> 01:37:45,235
Erm...
1779
01:37:46,194 --> 01:37:48,571
Listen, it was great seeing you.
I... I've got to run, but--
1780
01:37:48,572 --> 01:37:50,990
Yeah, cool, mate.
It was brilliant to see you.
1781
01:37:50,991 --> 01:37:52,576
Yeah.
1782
01:37:54,744 --> 01:37:56,121
Jack, I'm... I'm...
1783
01:37:57,497 --> 01:38:00,125
I'm really sorry
about all of it. I...
1784
01:38:02,043 --> 01:38:04,712
I really regret it.
1785
01:38:04,713 --> 01:38:06,339
I regret losing you in my life.
1786
01:38:08,174 --> 01:38:09,593
I appreciate you saying that.
1787
01:38:14,264 --> 01:38:15,639
Can I ask you
an honest question?
1788
01:38:15,640 --> 01:38:17,809
And you have to give me
an honest answer.
1789
01:38:19,936 --> 01:38:21,021
Go on.
1790
01:38:24,816 --> 01:38:26,109
If you were in my situation,
1791
01:38:27,360 --> 01:38:28,737
and you had all the feelings
that I had,
1792
01:38:30,196 --> 01:38:31,906
what would you have done?
1793
01:38:45,045 --> 01:38:47,588
Hey, Jack, what are...
what are you doing tonight?
1794
01:38:47,589 --> 01:38:48,965
You wanna...
1795
01:38:50,300 --> 01:38:52,260
you wanna go to Diana's
and get a drink?
1796
01:38:56,306 --> 01:38:57,349
Why?
1797
01:39:11,363 --> 01:39:14,199
When we were young
1798
01:39:16,534 --> 01:39:17,951
Jack watched
for a moment more
1799
01:39:17,952 --> 01:39:19,745
and then turned his eyes
to the road
1800
01:39:19,746 --> 01:39:21,039
and his life ahead.
1801
01:39:23,249 --> 01:39:24,667
Just because it ends,
1802
01:39:24,668 --> 01:39:25,794
doesn't mean
it wasn't beautiful.
1803
01:39:30,340 --> 01:39:33,343
Just because it's messy
doesn't mean you didn't grow.
1804
01:39:35,261 --> 01:39:37,764
The end of one chapter
is the beginning of the next.
1805
01:39:40,016 --> 01:39:41,476
And good stories go forward.
1806
01:39:43,436 --> 01:39:46,106
When we were young
1807
01:39:48,608 --> 01:39:51,653
When we were young
1808
01:41:12,484 --> 01:41:15,278
I might be falling deep
1809
01:41:16,654 --> 01:41:19,616
I need you close to me
1810
01:41:20,658 --> 01:41:24,661
I might be falling deep
1811
01:41:24,662 --> 01:41:28,832
I need you close to me
1812
01:41:28,833 --> 01:41:32,795
I might be falling deep
1813
01:41:32,796 --> 01:41:36,132
I need you close to me
1814
01:41:37,050 --> 01:41:40,637
All your secrets
I can't keep
1815
01:42:18,758 --> 01:42:21,678
I might be falling deep
1816
01:42:22,846 --> 01:42:25,849
I need you close to me
1817
01:42:26,975 --> 01:42:30,061
I might be falling deep
1818
01:42:31,062 --> 01:42:34,232
I need you close to me
1819
01:42:35,233 --> 01:42:39,319
I might be falling deep
1820
01:42:39,320 --> 01:42:42,490
I need you close to me
1821
01:42:43,241 --> 01:42:47,161
All your secrets
I can't keep
1822
01:42:50,081 --> 01:42:53,001
Just just let this be
1823
01:43:41,633 --> 01:43:44,761
I might be falling deep
1824
01:43:45,511 --> 01:43:48,890
I need you close to me
1825
01:43:49,849 --> 01:43:53,144
I might be falling deep
1826
01:43:54,020 --> 01:43:57,065
I need you close to me
1827
01:43:58,066 --> 01:44:02,027
I might be falling deep
1828
01:44:02,028 --> 01:44:05,198
I need you close to me
1829
01:44:06,199 --> 01:44:09,661
All your secrets
I can't keep
1830
01:45:04,340 --> 01:45:07,510
I might be falling deep
1831
01:45:08,594 --> 01:45:11,305
I need you close to me
1832
01:45:12,724 --> 01:45:16,727
I might be falling deep
1833
01:45:16,728 --> 01:45:19,897
I need you close to me
1834
01:45:20,898 --> 01:45:25,110
I might be falling deep
1835
01:45:25,111 --> 01:45:28,156
I need you close to me
1836
01:45:28,948 --> 01:45:32,493
All your secrets
I can't keep